no_another_hell
too pathetic to die
- May 30, 2023
- 9
i swear to fuck if i never found this place i wouldnt be scared to death to make an attempt
all ive ever heard about suicidal people is how they do end up killing themselves, how they are dead when things got too much worse for them, how they didnt make it.
i mean yeah i guess that would be survivorship bias then? (ironically)
but that doesn't make any fucking sense either because then that must mean all people who dramatically fail go full radio silence after it anyway. sure if theyre in a coma that makes sense but otherwise not.
everytime i hear about someone who killed themselves i get so envious that i almost throw up and it's like they won the lottery in terms of luck they had but rationally that can't just fucking be true. ts would be a lottery with more winning tickets than losing, wtf kind of mind game am i playing with myself
i feel like ive been brainwashed into thinking suicide is impossible, that everyone i read about who says theyll attempt it using something i remember from this site is a shit method will just come back alive and sorry. oh, only to then learn they actually died the next day.
shouldve drawn this conclusion sooner considering i found this place through tantacruls video i cant fucking believe how stupid i am
im writing this semi-ironically of course, but im honestly not quite sure which parts of this i do genuinely believe and which i dont.
this site definitely is a special jar of military-grade brainworms holy
all ive ever heard about suicidal people is how they do end up killing themselves, how they are dead when things got too much worse for them, how they didnt make it.
i mean yeah i guess that would be survivorship bias then? (ironically)
but that doesn't make any fucking sense either because then that must mean all people who dramatically fail go full radio silence after it anyway. sure if theyre in a coma that makes sense but otherwise not.
everytime i hear about someone who killed themselves i get so envious that i almost throw up and it's like they won the lottery in terms of luck they had but rationally that can't just fucking be true. ts would be a lottery with more winning tickets than losing, wtf kind of mind game am i playing with myself
i feel like ive been brainwashed into thinking suicide is impossible, that everyone i read about who says theyll attempt it using something i remember from this site is a shit method will just come back alive and sorry. oh, only to then learn they actually died the next day.
shouldve drawn this conclusion sooner considering i found this place through tantacruls video i cant fucking believe how stupid i am
im writing this semi-ironically of course, but im honestly not quite sure which parts of this i do genuinely believe and which i dont.
this site definitely is a special jar of military-grade brainworms holy
