Good luck, Matt. I don't know you but I liked seeing you around. You brought a glimmer of kindness and love and a pocket full of sunshine to this place, despite your own circumstances and long-term suicidality. I always admired the support you extended to others here and it won't be the same without you.
I truly hope everything goes well for you. You deserve so much more than the struggles you have endured. Who knows, we may cross paths on YouTube someday.
Take care and lots of love!