I'm gonna CTB

[fisbp]

Gonna try attempting this week by hanging.

If SI does not kick in I would be able to finally leave this world.

You may wonder why I am doing this.

I can't do anything and I don't know why.

Maybe it's because of my depression but people are tired of me using depression as an excuse.

I am tired of finding a solution.

Instead of living an unfixable life, I want to just CTB so I can stop dealing with a broken life.

I hope I succeed.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry it has come to this. ❤

 

[FuneralCry]

Living can certainly be very painful and I know that it can be unbearable living a life that is torture. I also wish to be free from all suffering, I understand and I know that it can be hard to carry on when you are so tired.

I have never attempted hanging personally as it sounds like a risky method and a horrible way to leave this world, but I guess that when I get desperate I will have no other choice. I wish you peace and relief from pain in whatever you decide to do. I hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[S like Siren]

You may wonder why I am doing this.

I can't do anything and I don't know why.

Maybe it's because of my depression but people are tired of me using depression as an excuse.

I am tired of finding a solution.

Instead of living an unfixable life, I want to just CTB so I can stop dealing with a broken life.

I find myself perfectly in what you wrote...i'm very sorry for your pain and suffering:(