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morgan

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Feb 1, 2025
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Hello everyone, im new here. I've been searching for methods to Ctb with limited resources and found ligature method. I'll be using a shoelace and a scarf for this method and hopefully i pass. Been suffering with depression for years. I've lost hope in life and want to end it as soon as i can to put an end on this misery. Wish me luck
 
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morgan

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Feb 1, 2025
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Just ate my last meal with my sister. I will do it by the end of the day
 
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morgan

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Feb 1, 2025
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why not partial hanging
I did consider this method. But due to my limited resources i only found shoelace which i think won't hold my weight.
I just finished my suicide note. It will automatically be sent tomorrow morning. I'll be fasting right now, because based on the threads i've read, I shouldn't be doing this method with a full stomach which would make me swallow a lot during the process and may disrupt or removed the shoelace in my neck
Good luck I'd like to be going too.
I hope you find peace mann. Thank you
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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morgan

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Feb 1, 2025
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Update, i just finished taking a bath and spending time with my family. I am now mentally preparing for my death.. if I haven't messaged tomorrow, I succeed
 
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Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
118
Best of wishes for you no matter where this journey takes you. I hope this is what you truly want. Good luck ❤️
 
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Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
215
I hope it all works out for you, I wasn't successful with this method. Hopefully you will have better luck with it, than I did. Wishing you a peaceful journey.
 
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finalmission

Student
Jan 8, 2025
106
Update, i just finished taking a bath and spending time with my family. I am now mentally preparing for my death.. if I haven't messaged tomorrow, I succeed
I dont have much to say, but i wish you all the best
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
Hey op, are you still alive or did you ACTUALLY succeed? 😳😳😳
 
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