Im going to go by multiple method charcoal burning and SN

[born2win]

Anyone else plan to do the same?
ill rent a room/tent by the beach from the country-side. Especially now, it's not peak season for travel and COVID restrictions is still around. So, ill bring all the chimney, grill, briquettes (2kgs) and firestarters with me. I have all the duct tapes and few clothes that ill also use to cover the door afrer drenching it. After sealing the area making sure im alone, ill start the chimney starter ready up all the while preparing my SN drink. Im sure ill really go this way. I have a gram of kush with me too and drugs for the SN and other speeping agents. Where could i go wrong?

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

Anyone else plan to do the same?
ill rent a room/tent by the beach from the country-side. Especially now, it's not peak season for travel and COVID restrictions is still around. So, ill bring all the chimney, grill, briquettes (2kgs) and firestarters with me. I have all the duct tapes and few clothes that ill also use to cover the door afrer drenching it. After sealing the area making sure im alone, ill start the chimney starter ready up all the while preparing my SN drink. Im sure ill really go this way. I have a gram of kush with me too and drugs for the SN and other speeping agents. Where could i go wrong?

This sounds like a decent approach as I wouldn't expect either method to interfere with the other. If anything, they should complement each other pretty well I would think. Best of luck whatever you choose.

 

[born2win]

This sounds like a decent approach as I wouldn't expect either method to interfere with the other. If anything, they should complement each other pretty well I would think. Best of luck whatever you choose.

thank you, im still thinking about the steps. The location is the hardest part so im still scouting in travel sites checking for cheap ones to avoid high personnel and security (i.e. alarms). Plan to go by June - July. I really wish to reach age 27 tho in July 25 to join the 27 club .

 

[wljourney]

Please don't do this in a rented room/indoors.

You'll ruin someone's home if you rent privately and you'll set off the CO2 alarms all over the place if it's commercial.

The smoke will seep through vents and you'll be found even faster if it's a multi-unit dwelling.

If you "rent" a tent you can't start the fire inside. It has to be outside for a while before you bring it in.

And taking SN while in a tent with hot coals just increases your risk of accidentally pushing over the coals and setting the tent on fire.

You need a clear head for the charcoal method.
SN makes you weak and uncoordinated.

Pick one.

 

[born2win]

Please don't do this in a rented room/indoors.

You'll ruin someone's home if you rent privately and you'll set off the CO2 alarms all over the place if it's commercial.

The smoke will seep through vents and you'll be found even faster if it's a multi-unit dwelling.

If you "rent" a tent you can't start the fire inside. It has to be outside for a while before you bring it in.

And taking SN while in a tent with hot coals just increases your risk of accidentally pushing over the coals and setting the tent on fire.

You need a clear head for the charcoal method.
SN makes you weak and uncoordinated.

Pick one.

Good input.
I have no choice to do the charcoal method, theres just no place that i own or is available to me. Ill choose a single-detached room-resort to make sure neighbors wont be affected. I already bookmarked a place with tent rentals and beachfront. It looks ideal to me. How quick will the SN hit me? Im checking the interval in between carrying the smoked out briquettes and the time ill be drinking SN. Believe it or not, i also have a rope which i doubt ill be using. I just really wanna be absolutely sure that ill be catching the bullet train.
Al

Good input.
I have no choice to do the charcoal method, theres just no place that i own or is available to me. Ill choose a single-detached room-resort to make sure neighbors wont be affected. I already bookmarked a place with tent rentals and beachfront. It looks ideal to me. How quick will the SN hit me? Im checking the interval in between carrying the smoked out briquettes and the time ill be drinking SN. Believe it or not, i also have a rope which i doubt ill be using. I just really wanna be absolutely sure that ill be catching the bullet train.

Also will i convulse if i take SN therefore a chance of hitting the grill? The tent actually has a bed inside.. i cant link it though, the tent is spacious but well covered for 2kgs.

 

[wljourney]

Good input.
I have no choice to do the charcoal method, theres just no place that i own or is available to me. Ill choose a single-detached room-resort to make sure neighbors wont be affected. I already bookmarked a place with tent rentals and beachfront. It looks ideal to me. How quick will the SN hit me? Im checking the interval in between carrying the smoked out briquettes and the time ill be drinking SN. Believe it or not, i also have a rope which i doubt ill be using. I just really wanna be absolutely sure that ill be catching the bullet train.
Al

Also will i convulse if i take SN therefore a chance of hitting the grill? The tent actually has a bed inside.. i cant link it though, the tent is spacious but well covered for 2kgs.

Charcoal method in a rental requires serious preparation and likely more than 2kg of brickets. (Bigger space) Plus taping off vents, disabling smoke alarms etc.

Honestly, it's overkill to try and properly follow two methods that have to be executed at once. You just risk failing both.

SN will "hit" you within 30 min making it difficult to move around. Read Stan's guide on the method.
You won't fail if you follow it properly.

 

[born2win]

Charcoal method in a rental requires serious preparation and likely more than 2kg of brickets. (Bigger space) Plus taping off vents, disabling smoke alarms etc.

Honestly, it's overkill to try and properly follow two methods that have to be executed at once. You just risk failing both.

SN will "hit" you within 30 min making it difficult to move around. Read Stan's guide on the method.
You won't fail if you follow it properly.

Sorry ive been jumping threads in SN but i cant seem to find this Stan's guide which is sounding like Satan honestly haha. Id appreciate to see the link. I only have the basics, Sodium Nitrite, anti-emetics, doxylamine, ibuprofen and melatonin. Ill have a last one hit on kush too as i take that SN according to my weight which is about 20gms more or less.

As for the charcoal method, ill spend a night in that rental/tent taping all the vents and scouting at night for movement/pattern in the vicinity. After that, on the next day, if i truly have prepared, i should be done for. SN for me is a fail-safe for the charcoal method..

what more if i hang my head while staying up and trying to stay sober as SN hit me. Overkill indeed. really bad situation right now, i gotta go.

Pls link if you have a bookmark somewhere. thanks man

 

[wljourney]

Seems like you have all the items.
Read the guide and write down your plan with steps and timing. It'll help to be prepared because executing any CTB is stressful.

One step at a time.
No need for rope or charcoal or anything else. If this is what you truly want.


Thread 'Stan's Guide to SN.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[born2win]

Seems like you have all the items.
Read the guide and write down your plan with steps and timing. It'll help to be prepared because executing any CTB is stressful.

One step at a time.
No need for rope or charcoal or anything else. If this is what you truly want.


Thread 'Stan's Guide to SN.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

hey man, from another part of this world, thank you

 

[befree]

You might wanna read these guides:

CO method Fliesenbourg English.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

SN NN guide english.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

and the CO megathread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/

 

[born2win]

You might wanna read these guides:

CO method Fliesenbourg English.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

SN NN guide english.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

and the CO megathread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/

thanks man the pdf file is super helpful. am still looking for replies looking to do both at the same time though. it seems im the only one planning to go with that 'overkill'

 

[befree]

Speaking of overkill, I think it´s a good idea. But even if you use only one method like CO, I would use 2 BBQ´s with the required amount of coals each. But I would not suggest to increase the dose of SN or even double it.

 

[born2win]

Speaking of overkill, I think it´s a good idea. But even if you use only one method like CO, I would use 2 BBQ´s with the required amount of coals each. But I would not suggest to increase the dose of SN or even double it.

from most pictures that ive seen, yes it's usually two buckets of coals so 4kg total. I however wouldnt be able that much material to the country-side. is it ok to mix lump wood with briquettes?

 

[born2win]

P.S. if youre in my country and planning to ctb, hit me up,im looking for a partner to not fail. Only those who are resolute and 1000% sure to ctb.

 

[FinishingLine]

from most pictures that ive seen, yes it's usually two buckets of coals so 4kg total. I however wouldnt be able that much material to the country-side. is it ok to mix lump wood with briquettes?

No lump wood as it would create smoke. It has to be charcoal. Let it burn outside; once there is a white layer on it you can put it inside. Also start one bucket after the other, maybe 15-25min. This gives you a prolonged time of CO generation.

How big is the tent in volume?

 

[born2win]

No lump wood as it would create smoke. It has to be charcoal. Let it burn outside; once there is a white layer on it you can put it inside. Also start one bucket after the other, maybe 15-25min. This gives you a prolonged time of CO generation.

How big is the tent in volume?

No lump wood as it would create smoke. It has to be charcoal. Let it burn outside; once there is a white layer on it you can put it inside. Also start one bucket after the other, maybe 15-25min. This gives you a prolonged time of CO generation.

How big is the tent in volume?

I can only carry 2kgs to the country-side i cant carry alot of things to my death.

Check this link, im booking the smallest tent if ever i go to this place. Am sorry dear owners. Otherwise ill get my own tent however i like the comfort of their tents with bed inside.

https://www.agoda.com/en-gb/easy-adventure-h22052360/hotel/baler-ph.html?checkin=2022-06-17&checkout=2022-06-18&los=1&rooms=1&adults=1&children=0&cid=1891446&searchrequestid=d08e3856-dd9c-456b-842b-2fa693247095&tag=0e975148-e291-4685-a805-8b6b12995587&city=671651&gclid=CjwKCAjwqauVBhBGEiwAXOepkfy05XMjYqymd_TurLCXz6RKaDAC9B0F_6d1eItQMD1HynE0BbZgrhoCv0MQAvD_BwE

@FinishingLine whats the ideal room size for 2kgs of charcoal briquettes? im not even sure with the math on room sizes. At least i can roughly scount for an area. Also ill be doing SN alongside this so im pretty sure if CO fails, SN will do the job
@FinishingLine if you check the link im looking for the tent on slide 23, is that tent size doable for my 2kgms?

 

[Someone123]

DO they have smoke alarms- this could be an issue, you would think they would. Of course the charcoal shouldn't be smoking at alkl once you bring it indoors, but maybe somethinig could be detected.

 

[noalarms]

P.S. if youre in my country and planning to ctb, hit me up,im looking for a partner to not fail. Only those who are resolute and 1000% sure to ctb.

Where?

 

[born2win]

Where?

man im sure we're far away. Ive been browsing this site for awhile i rarely see someone from The Philippines.

 

[FinishingLine]

@FinishingLine if you check the link im looking for the tent on slide 23, is that tent size doable for my 2kgms?

The tent is fairly small - my estimate would say 2kg is sufficient. What worries me is that there is a lot of mesh material in the upper part of the tent all around. How do you plan to seal that?

Also, there is an tent right next to it. I would seriously worry about the neighbors recognizing something going on when you are about to do your thing and calling alarm.

To be sure about the CO concentration high enough you need a measuring device.

 

[born2win]

DO they have smoke alarms- this could be an issue, you would think they would. Of course the charcoal shouldn't be smoking at alkl once you bring it indoors, but maybe somethinig could be detected.

it's in the outdoors 15meters away from the long beach so im assuming there wont be any detectors of some sort. But definitely CCTV would be around. But ill be doing this late at night

The tent is fairly small - my estimate would say 2kg is sufficient. What worries me is that there is a lot of mesh material in the upper part of the tent all around. How do you plan to seal that?

Also, there is an tent right next to it. I would seriously worry about the neighbors recognizing something going on when you are about to do your thing and calling alarm.

To be sure about the CO concentration high enough you need a measuring device.

Definitely once i get there and if the location of the tent seems suspicious. I will look for some place else within the area. In the Philippines, resorts grow like mushroom on the beachside. Also ill be going on a weekday, so again im assuming they wont be full. I dont have a CO device. Ill be duct taping all the vents and holes that i will find. Also, ill pay for the place for at least two nights. First night ill spend scouting the area.

it's in the outdoors 15meters away from the long beach so im assuming there wont be any detectors of some sort. But definitely CCTV would be around. But ill be doing this late at night

Definitely once i get there and if the location of the tent seems suspicious. I will look for some place else within the area. In the Philippines, resorts grow like mushroom on the beachside. Also ill be going on a weekday, so again im assuming they wont be full. I dont have a CO device. Ill be duct taping all the vents and holes that i will find. Also, ill pay for the place for at least two nights. First night ill spend scouting the area.

Actually youre spot on the neighboring tent. Such a hassle to be honest, im just glad ill have SN too on the side. but if thats a tent, so easy to enter... If that would be the case, ill just get a decent hotel in the area. Again,however, i like the ritual of smoking briquettes. You could say im Asian.

 

[born2win]

Update: ill just go on and choose SN. But will still carry the charcoals with me to countryside

 

[born2win]

Anyone else from the Philippines. Ill pay for our trip to the beach and i have enough SN to take 4 people. Romanticizing the idea is exhausting to me, but I wanna see the sunset the last time.
Only resolute ones 100% made peace to themselves.

 

[Someone123]

Anyone else from the Philippines. Ill pay for our trip to the beach and i have enough SN to take 4 people. Romanticizing the idea is exhausting to me, but I wanna see the sunset the last time.
Only resolute ones 100% made peace to themselves.

Be very careful, by posting this sos publicly you could just as easily attract people who want to stop you from doing this. There is a partners megathread where some people have met others. Make sure you know someone well before accepting a partner. Accepting more than one partner increases the chances of someone who wants to stop you being there. Committing suicide yourself is legal in the phillipines, according to wikipedia. But if you try to talk someone else into it this can cause up to six years in prison. WHat if someone you partner with wants to back out at the last minute, would you try to talk them back into it? This is why ctb with partners gets very dicey. Just be careful. :)

 

[born2win]

Be very careful, by posting this sos publicly you could just as easily attract people who want to stop you from doing this. There is a partners megathread where some people have met others. Make sure you know someone well before accepting a partner. Accepting more than one partner increases the chances of someone who wants to stop you being there. Committing suicide yourself is legal in the phillipines, according to wikipedia. But if you try to talk someone else into it this can cause up to six years in prison. WHat if someone you partner with wants to back out at the last minute, would you try to talk them back into it? This is why ctb with partners gets very dicey. Just be careful. :)

I appreciate your sincere concern. Thanks man, yes im very cautious with strangers let alone screening them online. Ive already found one from Reddit but even then im still screening him/her and had been careful with words. No forcing definitely, no insinuations etc.. i suppose in the end ill just go to a hotel myself.

 

[Someone123]

I appreciate your sincere concern. Thanks man, yes im very cautious with strangers let alone screening them online. Ive already found one from Reddit but even then im still screening him/her and had been careful with words. No forcing definitely, no insinuations etc.. i suppose in the end ill just go to a hotel myself.

I do know of a case where partners did work out, but choosing to ctb by yourself is a lot more manageable because so many people back out at the last mjinute. I do know of someone who posted here a while ago in public, it may have been on a beach, and someone foudn them and called an ambulance and they were rsecued- ctb is tough to do.

 

[born2win]

I do know of a case where partners did work out, but choosing to ctb by yourself is a lot more manageable because so many people back out at the last mjinute. I do know of someone who posted here a while ago in public, it may have been on a beach, and someone foudn them and called an ambulance and they were rsecued- ctb is tough to do.

CTB is definitely tough it's certainly a last resort. Yes, it's true having a partner or someone eases anxiety or at least provide comfort to the end. However, like human emotion, it can change at the last minute. Getting found would be extremely panic-inducing for all parties.

 

[Someone123]

CTB is definitely tough it's certainly a last resort. Yes, it's true having a partner or someone eases anxiety or at least provide comfort to the end. However, like human emotion, it can change at the last minute. Getting found would be extremely panic-inducing for all parties.

I know of two case of partyners that did work from this site, and I'm sure there are others. WIth one partner you get to know well it might be ok. BUt since it is so common for people to back out from one to several times before going through you really need to both be sure. Having more than one partner pouts the risk up a lot, and doing this in public almost ruins yur chances- if you start vomiting loudly while on a beach and passed out this sound will carry a long ways and anyone on the beach qwithin a half mile or so might hear you and call for help.

 

[born2win]

I know of two case of partyners that did work from this site, and I'm sure there are others. WIth one partner you get to know well it might be ok. BUt since it is so common for people to back out from one to several times before going through you really need to both be sure. Having more than one partner pouts the risk up a lot, and doing this in public almost ruins yur chances- if you start vomiting loudly while on a beach and passed out this sound will carry a long ways and anyone on the beach qwithin a half mile or so might hear you and call for help.

Okay, but i doubt ill be vomitting loud even retching due to SN since ill be taking antiemetic following Stan's guide 3x 10mg of meto prior.

 

[Someone123]

Okay, but i doubt ill be vomitting loud even retching due to SN since ill be taking antiemetic following Stan's guide 3x 10mg of meto prior.

You have a chance to go peacefully, but results from SN still vary some, you never know what you're going to get. Most people wqho follow the protocol ctb, but not all, you just never know. One good thing about this method is that if it fails a person usually feels sick for a few days and then recovers, so they can try again. Based on posts an 80% chance of success seems like a good estimate. This is how I hope to find peace, too, though getting myself to follow throug is so hard. I just wish I could go back in time and fix things, but we can't do that, sadly.