I'm going to give myself one last chance...

[braketimez]

I just found out that my bank is giving out $1000+ loans to people who have horrible credit, due to the coronavirus.
I've been waiting for enough cash to pay for a slew of medical tests to get to the bottom of my mental health issues.
In particular, the Pfeiffer Medical center, which has treated tons of patients with mental illness.

I'm going to get a loan, and spend all the money I can to figure out what's going on.
Then, I'm going to follow whatever their treatment plan is.
If that doesn't help me within a year, I'm going to CTB.

I'm writing this post here to hold myself accountable...
I want to stick to this plan before I give up entirely.

 

[tireddreamer]

That's great that you have a goal to work towards! Good luck, I hope they can help you!

 

[itsallover]

Big ups to you brother. In fact Im gonna take your advice and get private insurance on top of my Medicaid so that I can go to the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota to figure out what the hell is wrong with me down there. Personally, I think that I fucked up my brain during my early teen years with hard drug use. I don't think there's any fixing that. I will always be afraid of life and that's that.

 

[Lost_the_will2_live]

Good luck, wish you the best in your recovery! Hats off to you Especially with what's going on just now. Take the money while it's available:)