fckpsychology
Born, survive, reproduce, die.
- Dec 23, 2024
- 5
I have not been here for long and that I am particularly sad about. I wish I could have made friends here.
But I think my time has come. With the new executive orders coming in, as a trans man, I cannot envision myself having a chance of a happy life.
I am not sad that I am planning on doing this. I'm sad that I cannot say goodbye without my loved ones trying to stop me. I will have to disappear. I will have to stop talking to them.
The only thing I think I will regret is leaving my boyfriend behind. I'm scared of what will happen to him and if he will be ok. I don't want to leave him, but I feel like this is my end. He is the only one who understands that. I love him so much. He said he will not stop me.
I'm not super certain on my decision yet. Maybe I can remain and make some friends.
I just want to feel ok in my body… I just want to be normal. But I'm not sure if it will ever happen.
But I think my time has come. With the new executive orders coming in, as a trans man, I cannot envision myself having a chance of a happy life.
I am not sad that I am planning on doing this. I'm sad that I cannot say goodbye without my loved ones trying to stop me. I will have to disappear. I will have to stop talking to them.
The only thing I think I will regret is leaving my boyfriend behind. I'm scared of what will happen to him and if he will be ok. I don't want to leave him, but I feel like this is my end. He is the only one who understands that. I love him so much. He said he will not stop me.
I'm not super certain on my decision yet. Maybe I can remain and make some friends.
I just want to feel ok in my body… I just want to be normal. But I'm not sure if it will ever happen.