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fckpsychology

fckpsychology

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
5
I have not been here for long and that I am particularly sad about. I wish I could have made friends here.

But I think my time has come. With the new executive orders coming in, as a trans man, I cannot envision myself having a chance of a happy life.

I am not sad that I am planning on doing this. I'm sad that I cannot say goodbye without my loved ones trying to stop me. I will have to disappear. I will have to stop talking to them.

The only thing I think I will regret is leaving my boyfriend behind. I'm scared of what will happen to him and if he will be ok. I don't want to leave him, but I feel like this is my end. He is the only one who understands that. I love him so much. He said he will not stop me.

I'm not super certain on my decision yet. Maybe I can remain and make some friends.

I just want to feel ok in my body… I just want to be normal. But I'm not sure if it will ever happen.
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Member
Dec 2, 2024
122
I share some of the desires you mentioned, I'm glad your boyfriend is understanding and supportive for you . Whatever you decide, I hope you find what you're looking for. 💙
 
soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
100
I have not been here for long and that I am particularly sad about. I wish I could have made friends here.

But I think my time has come. With the new executive orders coming in, as a trans man, I cannot envision myself having a chance of a happy life.

I am not sad that I am planning on doing this. I'm sad that I cannot say goodbye without my loved ones trying to stop me. I will have to disappear. I will have to stop talking to them.

The only thing I think I will regret is leaving my boyfriend behind. I'm scared of what will happen to him and if he will be ok. I don't want to leave him, but I feel like this is my end. He is the only one who understands that. I love him so much. He said he will not stop me.

I'm not super certain on my decision yet. Maybe I can remain and make some friends.

I just want to feel ok in my body… I just want to be normal. But I'm not sure if it will ever happen.
hey, if you wanna make friends, im up.
 

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