I'm so tired of begging and pleading to be loved as much as I love others. It hurts so much giving everything I have. I give and give and I'm so afraid I'll end up empty because no one ever gives back.
I do so much for the people around me. Things I don't want to do. No one ever cares enough to return the favor. They only do what they want. I inconvenience myself often for them and they would never even think to do it for me. I know I shouldn't expect anything from them. I know they don't owe me.
But I don't owe them anything either. Certainly not all the things I've gone out of my way to do for them just so they can feel better. So, I've decided in my remaining time here that I'll make them stop expecting things from me.
They're going to have to learn to live without anyway.
I do so much for the people around me. Things I don't want to do. No one ever cares enough to return the favor. They only do what they want. I inconvenience myself often for them and they would never even think to do it for me. I know I shouldn't expect anything from them. I know they don't owe me.
But I don't owe them anything either. Certainly not all the things I've gone out of my way to do for them just so they can feel better. So, I've decided in my remaining time here that I'll make them stop expecting things from me.
They're going to have to learn to live without anyway.
