JustAnotherSadMan
Optimistic 2% of the time
- Sep 16, 2024
- 18
I'm gonna use humor to get through this to make myself feel better and lighten up the post a bit. I am gonna spill my guts out on here because my therapist yaps through our sessions sometimes, so maybe I will delete this in the future. I am the opposite of what most most women in my country like, physically speaking. My height is 5'6, which is a bummer. This doesn't bother me nearly as much as it used to, but it hurts when combined with what I hate about my body the most, my dick is small(it's okay, you can laugh). I am not super fucked with a micropenis, but it's small enough that I am inferior to most of my competition in dating. I was unfortunately exposed to porn at a young age, and that habit has stuck. I am aware that porn warps your view of dating and relationships, but I think saying it doesn't matter is true. I am scared to try dating because almost every story online about women who get with someone who is small basically ends with something like "That was sad, maybe I'll have better luck next time." I think I am a decent looking, but the thought of being this disappointing to someone is overwhelming. I don't want to put in all the effort of courting someone I like just to be a disappointment to them. I want to be loved romantically, but I doubt I deserve it. If you made it to the end of my sob story, thanks for reading.