I'm done

[saltspoon8]

I'm actually so done, I've been through too much this past few years and I've hit my breaking point. I'm going through a horrible breakup with someone who has completely discarded me and vilified me, gaslit me and treated like shit. That's not even the worst of what I've been through, it's just the last nail in the coffin, it's sucked the life out of me and I'm past the point of no return. I can't fucking stand this anymore, I don't want to be here anymore. It has completely broken me and taken the last of whatever will to live I had. I'm going to kill myself in two weeks time, I'll be hanging myself just like my friend did 10 years ago.

I can't fucking do it anymore, I don't want to do it anymore, I have no fight left, I'm tired and I'm done.

 

[Jadeith]

Whatever your decision might be, wish you painless peace.

 

[saltspoon8]

Whatever your decision might be, wish you painless peace.

Thank you, it's comforting to feel like I have the freedom to choose and express my plan to ctb, and not be met with resistance

 

[doomedbynarrative]

I'm sorry someone did that to you. People either don't understand in full how their actions affect other people or they don't care. It's unjust and it's unfair. Breakups happen and they suck but making them more painful than they already are is cruel.

 

[violetforever]

oh i relate. the build up of everything over the years. the breaking point. just feeling broken beyond repair. i'm sorry it has also came to this for you and i wish you the best in your decision