I'm desperate

[Elek]

I can no longer bear the suffering, but I don't have any choice.
I have no money for N, no place for CO, no meto for SN, no courage for jumping or drowning.
I'm a walking dead. Help me end this unworthy life.

 

[DreamCatcher]

First make sure that living isn't an option, there are a lot of good reasons to live and I'm sure you can find a few. They might even be good enough for you to want to stay.

After that I'd suggest looking up the night night method or something similar. Doesn't take courage, not very expensive, painless when done properly, and doesn't take long.

It's in the resources page with all of the details. Might take a bit of reading, but it's the method I've settled on for a few reasons.

 

[KovanK]

How old are you? Do you have a credit card? If you're going to CTB, just put it on the credit card?

 

[Dead_Anyway]

I agree with the night night method, possibly could just use a gun. Although they aren't easy to come by, well here anyway

 

[barny]

I think theres always a choice. just can seem an impossible choice which you cant figure out.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Well, we can't help per-se. That'd be... I forgot the official name... talking you into suicide, which is a severe crime.
The issue at hand right now is that your mind seems to be fogged by your distress.
Yes, I sound like a cold bastard. To do the deed properly one needs to be a cold bastard.
First thing first, take inventory of everything, age included. Your age could be an inhibiting factor as many things are not sold to those below a certain age (usually 18, though the US makes it higher - 21. IIRC, you can't buy scissors in the UK if you're under 18).

 

[LogicalConclusion]

I'm sorry that you're feeling so desperate right now :( Have been there, and it unfortunately didn't end well, considering I'm here. All of my attempts to ctb previously were done in desperation and because of that, I did not plan/research at all, just did what was nearest to hand. It just ended up with me being further traumatized by people who didn't understand. So I guess what I want to say here is that, while I respect any decision you make, be aware that desperation can lead to failures that can often lead to severe damage. If you do ultimately decide to ctb, preparation is key. Impulsive decisions usually end badly. Just don't want you to make an attempt and end up in a worse position that you already are in. Wishing peace for you, friend

 

[jake3d]

First thing first, take inventory of everything, age included. Your age could be an inhibiting factor as many things are not sold to those below a certain age (usually 18, though the US makes it higher - 21. IIRC, you can't buy scissors in the UK if you're under 18).

He's got his age in his profile, he appears to be 23.

 

[Elek]

First make sure that living isn't an option, there are a lot of good reasons to live and I'm sure you can find a few. They might even be good enough for you to want to stay.

After that I'd suggest looking up the night night method or something similar. Doesn't take courage, not very expensive, painless when done properly, and doesn't take long.

It's in the resources page with all of the details. Might take a bit of reading, but it's the method I've settled on for a few reasons.

Thank you, I'll take a look into it. I'm just afraid that the pressure on the neck might make SI kick in.

How old are you? Do you have a credit card? If you're going to CTB, just put it on the credit card?

I'm 23, I don't have a credit card and I'm not using my parent's one to buy N, they are insanely working just to make barely a living and I reallynfeel bad to steal money from them.

Well, we can't help per-se. That'd be... I forgot the official name... talking you into suicide, which is a severe crime.
The issue at hand right now is that your mind seems to be fogged by your distress.
Yes, I sound like a cold bastard. To do the deed properly one needs to be a cold bastard.
First thing first, take inventory of everything, age included. Your age could be an inhibiting factor as many things are not sold to those below a certain age (usually 18, though the US makes it higher - 21. IIRC, you can't buy scissors in the UK if you're under 18).

I'm sorry that you're feeling so desperate right now :( Have been there, and it unfortunately didn't end well, considering I'm here. All of my attempts to ctb previously were done in desperation and because of that, I did not plan/research at all, just did what was nearest to hand. It just ended up with me being further traumatized by people who didn't understand. So I guess what I want to say here is that, while I respect any decision you make, be aware that desperation can lead to failures that can often lead to severe damage. If you do ultimately decide to ctb, preparation is key. Impulsive decisions usually end badly. Just don't want you to make an attempt and end up in a worse position that you already are in. Wishing peace for you, friend

I'm desperate, but I'm not in hurry to die and I can still think straight.
What I really need is a deadline and a effective way to ctb, I'm just fed up of all this situation.

 

[Leahcash]

First make sure that living isn't an option, there are a lot of good reasons to live and I'm sure you can find a few. They might even be good enough for you to want to stay.

After that I'd suggest looking up the night night method or something similar. Doesn't take courage, not very expensive, painless when done properly, and doesn't take long.

It's in the resources page with all of the details. Might take a bit of reading, but it's the method I've settled on for a few reasons.

What is night night method

 

[Kokobushi_bae26]

What is night night method

Search for it the search bar or go into the resources thread and you'll find the mega thread that explains the whole thing