the realization of my method and the pain is hitting hard
stupid emotions, i wish i was stoic like ryan back then
stupid emotions, i wish i was stoic like ryan back then
Murasa
"The Great Little Captain"
- Dec 3, 2020
- 1,756
It's better to let it out, at least I feel some peace of mind after doing it.
I'm also crying now, I was practicing hanging. I'll have to hide these stupid rope marks. I already resigned myself to the fact that I will suffer a little by committing suicide. Putting it in perspective is a small price to pay to end my suffering for good.
Many times I would like to go back so much... But there's no way I can fix my mistakes anymore, just this.
I'm also crying now, I was practicing hanging. I'll have to hide these stupid rope marks. I already resigned myself to the fact that I will suffer a little by committing suicide. Putting it in perspective is a small price to pay to end my suffering for good.
Many times I would like to go back so much... But there's no way I can fix my mistakes anymore, just this.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,980
This life really can be torture and I know that it can be unbearable when you are in so much pain. I hate emotions, I do not want to feel or think ever again and that is why I find the thought of non existence to be so comforting. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens, I wish you the best.
novem
Experienced
- May 9, 2022
- 273
WonderingSoul
Gamer
- Dec 15, 2021
- 327
The same thing happened to me two weeks ago. That's why I am still here now unfortunately.
rationaltake
I'm rocking it - in another universe
- Sep 28, 2021
- 2,707
ctb is my peace and 'recovery'. I just ponder how much longer of a wait.
btw there's a moth in the kitchen and I'm tormented.
btw there's a moth in the kitchen and I'm tormented.
