I’m considering setting myself on fire in front of a big pharma headquarters

[myownpetvirus]

Prescribed benzos have absolutely destroyed my brain and made life unlivable. I feel like my life won't be a waste if I can prevent people from experiencing the torture I have. Perhaps hanging myself on a cross and throwing dollar bills all around me with racks of designer clothes that say "free" in front Richard sacklers house? And then making videos laying out all the facts and scientific studies that prove these drugs aren't safe

 

[myownpetvirus]

How much did you take and for how long? I feel like there still might be some hope for the brains if you push through the withdrawals and get help.

I was off and on them for years but this last time 18 months ago I just snapped. I went through hell and then got almost better in October and then my dumbass decided to do street drugs that had benzos in them and so m setback now. I'm holding off for now because I think it may get better but my original plan was ctb so I'm back there again in that mindset but I want no other human to have to go through this

 

[tiredofbreathing]

Prescribed benzos have absolutely destroyed my brain and made life unlivable. I feel like my life won't be a waste if I can prevent people from experiencing the torture I have. Perhaps hanging myself on a cross and throwing dollar bills all around me with racks of designer clothes that say "free" in front Richard sacklers house? And then making videos laying out all the facts and scientific studies that prove these drugs aren't safe

I'll join you. I am destroyed from ssri

 

[myownpetvirus]

I'll join you. I am destroyed from ssri

PSSD?
Psychiatry is the biggest scam in the history of humanity

 

[novem]

If you halt benzos manufacturing with your fire act, how will the poor use their SN without it?
That was a joke.
Life is a drama with or without Bezos, no need to suffer for the amusement of a pharmaceutical company's staff.

 

[myownpetvirus]

If you halt benzos manufacturing with your fire act, how will the poor use their SN without it?
That was a joke.
Life is a drama with or without Bezos, no need to suffer for the amusement of a pharmaceutical company's staff.

Benzos are ok for a one off or few times use but if you take them everyday for months or years your brain stops producing it's own GABA which results in chemical he'll and the worst anxiety you could ever even imagine possible and only sleeping a few hours a night.
I want people to know about this risk

 

[novem]

Benzos are ok for a one off or few times use but if you take them everyday for months or years your brain stops producing it's own GABA which results in chemical he'll and the worst anxiety you could ever even imagine possible and only sleeping a few hours a night.
I want people to know about this risk

That was probably Your doctor's fault, the majority of them are crooks feeding on insurances.

 

[myownpetvirus]

That was probably Your doctor's fault, the majority of them are crooks feeding on insurances.

They are actually instructed to give them longer than 4 weeks
There are scientific journals that say these drugs can cause permanent psychosis among other things

 

[its-about-time]

"Advanced society" today values pills over lifestyle change or over even a combination of both. Doctors feed that culture, and they are a product of it too. Money is made either way and that's what's really important! (sarcasm) I feel your frustration. The meds help. But at what cost - and what if we had been directed to find improvement or acceptance elsewhere instead?

 

[yyytry]

I feel your anger even though I never got into benzos.

I feel the anger of wanting to show the doctors and big pharma the pain of your experience.
In a way that lasts beyond the pain of your years, forever. In a way that permanently imprints your pain into their psyche forever.

 

[myownpetvirus]

I feel your anger even though I never got into benzos.

I feel the anger of wanting to show the doctors and big pharma the pain of your experience.
In a way that lasts beyond the pain of your years, forever. In a way that permanently imprints your pain into their psyche forever.

Were you also damaged by pharma?

 

[yyytry]

Were you also damaged by pharma?

No.

My mother was killed by 2 doctors when I was 16. Malpractice.
For something she should've never died for.

I remember being in a high rise building with those doctor's lawyers…screaming at me…how much do you think your mom was worth?

I wanted to see those doctors know the pain I felt. The rage I felt. I wanted their families destroyed. I wanted that hospital erased from the maps.

I hate doctors. That's our commonality.

 

[myownpetvirus]

No.

My mother was killed by 2 doctors when I was 16. Malpractice.
For something she should've never died for.

I remember being in a high rise building with those doctor's lawyers…screaming at me…how much do you think your mom was worth?

I wanted to see those doctors know the pain I felt. The rage I felt. I wanted their families destroyed. I wanted that hospital erased from the maps.

I hate doctors. That's our commonality.

I feel that but I'm also dating one causing further problems

 

[Uber]

OP, I hope you'll use outlets such as this and others to get your word out instead of the drastic action you've proposed. Frankly, I think your point would be missed by the media and your effort wasted.

After all, you've already reached myself and others and we will endeavor to learn from your pain and pass the word whenever possible. Please keep up the good work.

 

[myownpetvirus]

OP, I hope you'll use outlets such as this and others to get your word out instead of the drastic action you've proposed. Frankly, I think your point would be missed by the media and your effort wasted.

After all, you've already reached myself and others and we will endeavor to learn from your pain and pass the word whenever possible. Please keep up the good work.

I just want people to understand these meds can destroy your mind and if I could somehow prevent one person from going through this my life would not feel like a waste.

 

[Uber]

I just want people to understand these meds can destroy your mind and if I could somehow prevent one person from going through this my life would not feel like a waste.

I totally get it. We thank you!

Please keep sharing this everywhere you can. I can try to tell people, but you have the first-hand experience to really drive it home.

 

[UKscotty]

They wont care one bit and you will just make a mess of your body. Sounds rough but we need to talk reality here. Big business will just issue a statement and move on with their day.

 

[Destiny Calls Me]

I have only taken mild psycho type pills during my 2 weeks in a psych ward. At one point I begged for the good stuff even though I hate and despise pills. I will only take Tylenol/Advil for things such as a long lasting headache. Nothing against if you are willing to take them or truly need them. Ive seen how much they can change people and numb them. I just cant take them.

 

[hellispink]

I hate the pharma. They ruined me with their antidepressants aka poison. I am still dealing with horrendous withdrawals and feel very miserable. But gotta tell u something even if you burn in front of them or appear in news whatever, they won't care. They will keep selling it like cakes and making people sick with it. That is what humans are experts on doing.

 

[LadyApple]

They wont care one bit and you will just make a mess of your body. Sounds rough but we need to talk reality here. Big business will just issue a statement and move on with their day.

I agree. I understand your anger but there's no need to hurt other innocent people. You will only traumatize normal folks(kids included) who happen to walk pass by and the big pharmas won't give a dime.