I’m at the hotel ready to CTB

[naenae28]

Hey everyone, I'm at my hotel ready to CTB. It is very hard for me to find rope, so I'm just going to hang myself with a bedsheet. I'm going to do a full hanging so hopefully the bed sheet method will work.

I just ate some lunch. I'm going to shower and have a few drinks before I go. If anyone has any other suggestions of encouragement please let me know. I'm ready for this to be over.

Hey everyone, I'm at my hotel ready to CTB. It is very hard for me to find rope, so I'm just going to hang myself with a bedsheet. I'm going to do a full hanging so hopefully the bed sheet method will work.

I just ate some lunch. I'm going to shower and have a few drinks before I go. If anyone has any other suggestions of encouragement please let me know. I'm ready for this to be over.

I should also mention I have the bedsheet hung and ready to go

 

[Worndown]

I hope you find peace.

 

[picklemick]

sorry to hear this is where youre at. I spent three days in a hotel ready to do the same thing. its hard overcoming the SI. I hope you find peace whatever happens

 

[ewigeruhe]

Travel peacefully and good luck

 

[waitingforrest]

I hope it all goes well. Safe travels.

 

[Julgran]

Hey everyone, I'm at my hotel ready to CTB. It is very hard for me to find rope, so I'm just going to hang myself with a bedsheet. I'm going to do a full hanging so hopefully the bed sheet method will work.

I just ate some lunch. I'm going to shower and have a few drinks before I go. If anyone has any other suggestions of encouragement please let me know. I'm ready for this to be over.

I should also mention I have the bedsheet hung and ready to go View attachment 94960

I'm not an expert at hanging methods, but I'm concerned that the door handle will break.

Could you tie the sheet around your knees instead, and then put the sheet under the door and then over the door to your neck, instead? Maybe it won't reach that far.

Of course, I'm concerned about you as well, but a little pointer can always help

 

[london3]

Hey everyone, I'm at my hotel ready to CTB. It is very hard for me to find rope, so I'm just going to hang myself with a bedsheet. I'm going to do a full hanging so hopefully the bed sheet method will work.

I just ate some lunch. I'm going to shower and have a few drinks before I go. If anyone has any other suggestions of encouragement please let me know. I'm ready for this to be over.

I should also mention I have the bedsheet hung and ready to go View attachment 94960

I hope you a peaceful journey

 

[Mr. Incapable]

Reading a news article about a suicide is one thing, but seeing someone's set up really makes my heart drop.. not in a dreadful way but more of a "I can't believe this is real and this is our reality" kind of way. I'm also going to be hanging, not at a hotel but at home. For a while I've had a set up in my closet & had also used bedsheets as my ligature but I've recently changed to an elastic exercise resistance band - I saw previous cases where this was used, I've tested it and it feels comfortable. Not sure whether I'm going to continue to do it in my closet or use the door like you are.. either way, you're not alone.. I intend to try this tomorrow & hopefully I can finally escape this hell of a life.. there's so much I want to say to you but I can't find the words. If you manage to do it, I really hope it's the most peaceful experience it could possible be

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. Hanging scares me as a method and I have never attempted personally, but I understand the feeling of being desperate to leave. It is such a horrible and cruel life. I hope that in whatever happens you find relief from your suffering.

 

[naenae28]

I'm not an expert at hanging methods, but I'm concerned that the door handle will break.

Could you tie the sheet around your knees instead, and then put the sheet under the door and then over the door to your neck, instead? Maybe it won't reach that far.

Of course, I'm concerned about you as well, but a little pointer can always help

Thanks but I tested out the pressure and I think it'll be fine.

 

[danausplexi]

I hope you find peace.

 

[naenae28]

sorry to hear this is where youre at. I spent three days in a hotel ready to do the same thing. its hard overcoming the SI. I hope you find peace whatever happens

Yeah I think I will be able to overcome SI because at this point in life I'm so done and ready to go

 

[Γyuk]

I hope you won't be in too much pain
Have a peaceful journey

 

[blue_muse]

I'm sad to see you're CTB with a gruesome method. I wish you eternal peace .

 

[The_Flying_Fox]

However awful it is that you have to do this to overcome your suffering, I'm happy for you that SI doesn't seem to stand in your way anymore. I hope you'll loose consciousness quickly and then ... finally peace and no more pain.

 

[Judy Garland]

I hope you found everything good that Home has to offer.

 

[Euthanza]

Drink wine while listening soft music a bit, may you have a peaceful end of journey

 

[Mr. Incapable]

If you left, please come to me.. please support me.. I'm scared but I need to go now..
Naenae did you leave? I wa t ti join you

 

[magikalangelmimi]

wishing you eternal peace and happiness wherever you are

 

[Graytaichi]

Your setup looks like a partial hang not a full suspension hang

 

[Shivali]

 

[Sun n showers]

wishing you eternal peace and happiness wherever you are

Me too. Hope you found peace

 

[hellispink]

May you find peace. Safe travels.

 

[DreamSurfer]

May you find peace. Safe travels.

Deeply hope that you found your peace. See you on the other side.

 

[Hope:-)]

What's happened? Let us know if you're ok. Either way, sending a lot of love your way x

 

[Getmeouttaherenow]

Hope you found peace

 

[Tiemblo]

hope you the best for you
I have already booked my room in Madrid for tomorrow to cbt

 

[xo777]

i hope your journey was peaceful and everything you ever wanted

 

[Mr. Incapable]

It says you were last online today - are you still with us?

 

[Prathibha]

I felt really relieved after seeing ur lastseen please don't go for hanging nd it's really horrible, i have seen it with my own eyes, my mother died by hanging nd i cnt explain, if u want to go, u can go but please find a peaceful way, at least we deserve that, I'm sorry if my words hurt u, but i want u to peacefully, that's it