BizzyBozo
Jester
- Jun 19, 2025
- 3
It's safe to say I've fried my entire life at this point. I have virtually nothing going for me but I still want to stay. My future plans weren't possible due to foolish decisions I made in another state of mind. Now I see other options available yet fear seems to be holding me back from progressing but also the only thing keeping me alive. I fear the end, but part of me wishes it weren't so. I don't believe in anything yet I believe I should. I've been isolated for so long, I've lost and gained my sanity, but I am now realizing the effects. Why can't I cope with the weight of my own actions and inactions? What is holding me back? Am I too blind to see the conflict I created?
