Venting I’m ashamed of who I am

[CrazyDiamond04]

I see no worth in myself. Each day is just another moment of disappointment that does nothing for me. Nobody respects me in my life and I hardly even respect myself. The days blend together into a gray indistinguishable mass. I look at others around me and hardly even feel human in comparison. Escapism only goes so far and even that also makes me feel like shit in some ways. It's been years of this and it hasn't gotten any prettier.

 

[BlackEyedDog]

hello fellow sepultura fan. i'm sorry you're struggling, this life can be tough on us.

 

[catonshrooms]

real

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I feel your pain. I need atleast 5mg of Adderall per day just be even remotely willing to stay alive.