finnaisgag
New Member
- Dec 28, 2025
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My results came out today, failed 2nd year in a row. I don't think I'm build for this anymore. I was barely hanging on, thinking that somehow these results would save me and give me at least some reason to move forward but all I see is a big F. I'm not a religious person at all but it really looks like a sign.
I've had many failures and negative experiences in life, be it witnessing my parents utter train wreck of a marriage or my SA or my boyfriend's death. But today feels really different. Maybe because I've already given up on life, on trying to make anything better. Now I only know one path forward and I've accepted it as my only destiny. Suddenly the world feels a bit more calm, I feel this serenity in me that perhaps only people with a clear goal find. I don't want to do this tragedy called life anymore.
I've had many failures and negative experiences in life, be it witnessing my parents utter train wreck of a marriage or my SA or my boyfriend's death. But today feels really different. Maybe because I've already given up on life, on trying to make anything better. Now I only know one path forward and I've accepted it as my only destiny. Suddenly the world feels a bit more calm, I feel this serenity in me that perhaps only people with a clear goal find. I don't want to do this tragedy called life anymore.
