I'm already at the hotel

[That's Not Me]

I'm going ctb 12 PM. I'm pretty confident, but I'm afraid I won't be able to. I wonder what will happen here at the hotel. Is this a common thing for hotels? People committing suicide in bedrooms? Will I be too much of a nuisance to the workers? Well anyway I'm happy with the way things turned out. I managed to finish my letter on time and I think I'm very close to feeling peace
I just realized I forgot the antacid and I feel like I'm going to need it. I will go to a nearby pharmacy to buy. Any suggestions on what else to buy?

 

[jodes2]

Don't worry about being a neusance to staff, this is your time! Let them do their jobs :)

I don't think hotel suicides are that common that they'd have experienced it before but idk.

You doing SN? Do you have antiemetics?

 

[daisynikon]

I'm going ctb 12 PM. I'm pretty confident, but I'm afraid I won't be able to. I wonder what will happen here at the hotel. Is this a common thing for hotels? People committing suicide in bedrooms? Will I be too much of a nuisance to the workers? Well anyway I'm happy with the way things turned out. I managed to finish my letter on time and I think I'm very close to feeling peace
I just realized I forgot the antacid and I feel like I'm going to need it. I will go to a nearby pharmacy to buy. Any suggestions on what else to buy?

No need to be concerned about being a nuisance to the staff, this is your moment, dont worry about them. Probably not super common in hotels, ive only heard of a few. Wishing you the best, im going to ctb tonight also. *hugs*

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope you have a peaceful journey and find a release from your suffering.

If you can, maybe you can put up a sign somewhere to advise the hotel staff not to enter but to call the authorities? On a chair or something just inside the doorway? Hotels I've been in usually have a bathroom and small corridor before the main bedroom. Just a thought. I hope all goes well.

 

[That's Not Me]

Don't worry about being a neusance to staff, this is your time! Let them do their jobs :)

I don't think hotel suicides are that common that they'd have experienced it before but idk.

You doing SN? Do you have antiemetics?

Thank you for the words. Yes, I am on NS and I have antiemetics. In fact, I already had the antacid, but I forgot to put it in my backpack.

No need to be concerned about being a nuisance to the staff, this is your moment, dont worry about them. Probably not super common in hotels, ive only heard of a few. Wishing you the best, im going to ctb tonight also. *hugs*

Do you think I can traumatize people who will see my body? I don't know, I didn't want to do this at home because I didn't want to traumatize my parents, but now i think i might be a problem for other people. I'm in the 5th bedroom on the 2nd floor. Will it be too much work for the paramedics? Anyway, I also wish you the best tonight. *hugs*

I hope you have a peaceful journey and find a release from your suffering.

If you can, maybe you can put up a sign somewhere to advise the hotel staff not to enter but to call the authorities? On a chair or something just inside the doorway? Hotels I've been in usually have a bathroom and small corridor before the main bedroom. Just a thought. I hope all goes well.

Thanks for the tip. I will do just that :)

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"do not exceed this chair. call the authorities and they will know what to do. sorry for the inconvenience :)" Is it good enough?

 

[jodes2]

Thank you for the words. Yes, I am on NS and I have antiemetics. In fact, I already had the antacid, but I forgot to put it in my backpack.


Do you think I can traumatize people who will see my body? I don't know, I didn't want to do this at home because I didn't want to traumatize my parents, but now i think i might be a problem for other people. I'm in the 5th bedroom on the 2nd floor. Will it be too much work for the paramedics? Anyway, I also wish you the best tonight. *hugs*

Thanks for the tip. I will do just that :)

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"do not exceed this chair. call the authorities and they will know what to do. sorry for the inconvenience :)" Is it good enough?

It looks good!

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world you find freedom from all suffering. I envy those who are leaving.

 

[Exact Change]

I hope you find your peace whether it be remaining here or otherwise. We are here for you.
I hope you find your peace whether it be remaining here or otherwise. We are here for you

 

[ready to go....]

My thoughts are with you, friend. I hope you find peace

 

[ger3172]

brazilian too huh?
I wish u a peaceful travel. Thank u for sharing these with us. <3

 

[Nirrend]

I wish you the best sweet @That's Not Me ❤

That's sad, I really wish you to find peace ❤

Love ❤

 

[brdhndz]

I worked at a hotel for a time in an area with pretty high suicide rates and never encountered it so I don't think it's all that common. I understand how that might be distressing though.

 

[MidnightDream]

Good luck, we're all here for you <3

 

[Shivali]

 

[marcy2022]

May you find peace.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[Barteljaap]

Have a peaceful journey

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[gomenasai]

May you find peace. We briefly exchanged some messages some weeks ago and I still remember you. Try not to worry about others now, it's not like the society is advanced enough, so we're forced to do this in hotels etc.. This is your moment. I wish you the best.