Kta1994
Experienced
- Apr 25, 2019
- 255
Where my mind will go, is it better if i just meditate and try not to think of anything and just try to rest? I think that ill be hard
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I am, too.. I'm afraid of the symptoms once I take it because I will be alone in the forest without phone reception. I don't have any benzos to knock me out. I pray I will lose consciousness quickly.
stilhavinightmares
Warlock
- Oct 13, 2022
- 709
I'm nervous too. I don't want to violently puke. I don't want to make a lot of noise and risk getting caught. Are you guys doing it soon?
You could listen to music or something if you think it'll be hard to just lie there in silence. It may distract you.
stilhavinightmares
Warlock
- Oct 13, 2022
- 709
releasespieces
Poles are shifting, death is looming
- Jun 26, 2022
- 287
Wouldn't it be great if we could do this with family and friends around, a medical professionals help and a comfortable environment. Imagine everyone helping you to have the best day ever. Then you sit down on a super comfortable couch in the living room with everyone around you watching your favorite movie and enjoying a huge bowl of popcorn. They administer the drug and you quietly drift away with everyone's understanding, unwavering support, hugs and love.
guys at some point you are gonna feel weird after taking it and at that point is probably when you'd start to panic (if you are going to panic at all that is)
best thing you can do is just go along for the ride. think of it like you are going on a journey - death the real final frontier
best thing you can do is just go along for the ride. think of it like you are going on a journey - death the real final frontier
Source Energy
I want to be where people areN'T...
- Jan 23, 2023
- 705
stilhavinightmares
Warlock
- Oct 13, 2022
- 709
I wish. I wish for this so much.
I like this.guys at some point you are gonna feel weird after taking it and at that point is probably when you'd start to panic (if you are going to panic at all that is)
best thing you can do is just go along for the ride. think of it like you are going on a journey - death the real final frontier
Thank you!
Outandproud
Don’t send pm without asking first
- Oct 17, 2021
- 174
It's actually a free campsite with some facilities. The idea was if I don't die I can take awhile to recover staying as much as I like. Also hotel room costs a lot.. I guess it would be more comfortable and have phone/internet reception. I was just apprehensive about the cost and people interfering and possibly financial hassle towards my family from the hotel, I don't know what happens if a dead body is found in a hotel.
Fktw0rld
An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
- Aug 29, 2022
- 404
Tricondyla ledouxi
Student
- Jan 2, 2023
- 132
Sorry, I'll be abit more clearer, it's a campsite with facilities in the forest.
naww i think it'd be comforting
I have this irrational (?) fear that it won't kill me, but I will instantly start feeling pain in my butt.
Hear me out...
Epsom salts can be used as a POWERFUL laxative and most enemas contain saline (salt) - so I have this notion that salt = poop explosion.
That's indicative of the kind of "luck" I have in my life. I won't die. And I'll never be able to stop pooping.
These are the things I worry about.
Hear me out...
Epsom salts can be used as a POWERFUL laxative and most enemas contain saline (salt) - so I have this notion that salt = poop explosion.
That's indicative of the kind of "luck" I have in my life. I won't die. And I'll never be able to stop pooping.
These are the things I worry about.
Source Energy
I want to be where people areN'T...
- Jan 23, 2023
- 705
Well I think with a 2 days prior fasting and/or an enema, there will be nothing left to poo.
I too worry that it can give me diarrhea, or if it doesn't, the muscles relax after death and I will be found in feces and pee. That's why I will stop eating 2 days before and very little water on the SN day.
The goodbye threads don't mention such experience. But just to make sure.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 35,590
After all, if the protocol is followed, SN is a reliable method. Many people have died from it and it's a poison. I consider those who have this method right now to be fortunate. But of course it's understandable that people have fears because as humans we have to overcome the instinct to survive in order to permanently be free from this existence. Actually going through with suicide certainly isn't straightforward.
I considered SN but l tested drinking Epsom salts and the taste was horrible also tried salty water and couldn't keep it down. I am doing inert gas with eb
Lavander 230
Student
- Mar 3, 2023
- 109
your mind will not go anywhere. Either everything is dead and non existent (which is not from our observation) or everything is alive. From a logical perspective, even if you become an hero, you are still stuck in universe/s for eternity. Assuming that death is real and it's the final answer... Well then you will be dead for trillions and trillions of years, but you'll still be there, being dead and motionless.
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skylarwhiteyo104781
opium opium
- Feb 16, 2023
- 59
That would be amazing. I would love for my mum to be with me but that is never going to happen. She just couldn't let me go.
I'm afraid that my neighbours can here me dying. The house is very clairaudient. Better to do it late at night 2am f.e.. Or during the day where they might be at work?
ThoughtThinker
Member
- Mar 15, 2023
- 5
I do know if you are still here to see this but you should probably take food, water and a tent with you in case you don't die it sounds like pain is an issue for you and I don't think starving is a painless experience
