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Hi there, just checked into a hotel to ctb using 2 oz or 60 mL of 1,4 Butanediol. I'm wondering what I should do for meto. Maybe 30 mg an hour before drinking the 1,4 Butanediol?
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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I'm no expert on this method but I'd still like to wish you the best of luck in your attempt and ask you to do one last thing you enjoy before you go.

For me for example, it is going to be eating a pizza.

Good luck man.
 
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Also alcohol. I have some rum and coke. The rum is 46% so I don't think I'll need too much
 
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15dec

15dec

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Dec 7, 2018
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I hope you find peace, sending you hugs
 
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Johnnythefox

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Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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Best of luck amigo.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Will you go out watching our favourite horseman?
 
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Trulysorry

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Wishing you all the best. Peace xx
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

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Dec 6, 2018
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Safe Journey my friend
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
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best of luck


good about the method is that even it fails you probably went suffer any longterm damage...in opposite to hanging, charcoal carbonmonoxide method or other related methods where you can easily end up as a vegetable
 
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wanttodie

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good luck
 
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Sending you lots of love, I hope you find peace x
 
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Mar 20, 2018
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Thanks everyone. I think I'm going to go with 30mg an hour before. As for the alcohol I feel pretty buzzed so I think I'm good on that front
 
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Just took the meto. Will wait an hour then the B
 
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JustAboutDone

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Thanks everyone. I think I'm going to go with 30mg an hour before. As for the alcohol I feel pretty buzzed so I think I'm good on that front

As buzzed as Mr Peanut Butter finding a car boot full of tennis balls?
 
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It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
This is crazy, everyone. I can't believe I'm actually doing this
 
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throwaway_2620

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I wish you all the best and I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Good luck dude!
 
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It deepens like a coastal shelf
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303
Will you go out watching our favourite horseman?
I'm going to watch my favorite episode, Free Churro, right now. The part where he talks about him and his parents all drowning together speaks to me
 
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I'm going to watch my favorite episode, Free Churro, right now. The part where he talks about him and his parents all drowning together speaks to me

awwwww xxx hugs you close xxx
it's probably one of the best series I've ever seen. And it's weird how you can keep re-watching it and notice new things. I love Bojack's chest hair, I know it's silly but it's great!
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
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All the best for you
 
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Mar 20, 2018
303
awwwww xxx hugs you close xxx
it's probably one of the best series I've ever seen. And it's weird how you can keep re-watching it and notice new things. I love Bojack's chest hair, I know it's silly but it's great!
I agree! I can't watch anything right now though, mind is elsewhere
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
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I wish you the best ❤️ Safe travels
 
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Mar 20, 2018
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I've decided I'm going to stay on here til the end. Only place I don't feel alone. I feel bad for my dog tho it almost makes me want to cry. She's not really my dog but my parents' but I've been living with her and she loves me most :'(
 
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Omg I can't believe I'm crying right now because of my mom's dog
 
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I've decided I'm going to stay on here til the end. Only place I don't feel alone. I feel bad for my dog tho it almost makes me want to cry. She's not really my dog but my parents' but I've been living with her and she loves me most :'(

Awww, :-( something about our dogs isn't there? They are just so loyal. What type is she?
 
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Omg I can't believe I'm crying right now because of my mom's dog

Hey, that's normal honey, It's an emotional time and dogs are precious xxx
God, I'm a hopeless wimp cos I cried earlier when a bird hit the window!
 
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Awww, :-( something about our dogs isn't there? They are just so loyal. What type is she?
Mix between a terrier(sp?), poodle, and shih tzu (sp?). She looks mostly like a terrier with long legs. She is white
 
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Mix between a terrier(sp?), poodle, and shih tzu (sp?). She looks mostly like a terrier with long legs. She is white

She sounds adorable :)
 
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Mix between a terrier(sp?), poodle, and shih tzu (sp?). She looks mostly like a terrier with long legs. She is white

Awww sweet!!! Small enough to cuddle :-)
 
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Hey, that's normal honey, It's an emotional time and dogs are precious xxx
God, I'm a hopeless wimp cos I cried earlier when a bird hit the window!
Birds hit the windows of my parents' house all of the time. They have huge windows on the side of the house that faces the brook. I always found it funny because my mom was always afraid of intruders but we have these huge windows and big rocks under our deck. Locking doors would do nothing lol
 
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