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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
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Anyone here alcoholic? I drink pretty much every day, and the days im not, I crave it. I always said as a kid I wouldn't ever touch the stuff and end up as my dead dad, and now here I am. I totally understand the man now, life is unbearable.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
332
I hear you. I am in the same situation.
I don't miss a day without drinking vodka. Actually I am drinking now. It is the only way for me to escape from the cruel reality. It is utterly unbearable.
 
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antony

Member
Nov 16, 2024
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I use opioids, benzos, paracetamol and thc daily.

I'm the one f*cked up lol
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
426
I can relate.
I always said "I'll not like him" and I worst than him now
 
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kuchenn1238

Draw a dog
Oct 2, 2023
46
Anyone here alcoholic? I drink pretty much every day, and the days im not, I crave it. I always said as a kid I wouldn't ever touch the stuff and end up as my dead dad, and now here I am. I totally understand the man now, life is unbearable.
I am, most of the motivation i get for my ctb is just thinking about how i act when drunk and its so fucking cringe, blacked out two days ago just when last week I promised myself ill never drink again, i cant stand this shit any longer
 
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asthedayends00

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Oct 18, 2024
199
I would much rather take opioids or benzos than drink.
 

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