Venting I'm a failure

[deathisnear]

I'm a fucking failure. I've wanted to die most of my life and get here I am. The thoughts and feelings continue to intensify and because I don't want to hurt a handful of people, I stay and I suffer and let my thoughts consume me. I have what I need. I know what I want to do and yet I don't do it. I've had dates set, I've been ready for years and yet here I am, still in pain, still wanting to die, still yearning for peace and the sweet release of death. I fucking hate myself, I'm a fucking failure.

 

[unredeemable]

I feel you. Whatever your situation, I hope you can find some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are going through this. I know that this life can be unbearable when you suffer so much. It really is such a cruel and unfair life and I also want the peace that only death can bring. I hope that you find relief from your pain.