I'm a failure and an idiot. I dont want to carry on anymore when everyone else is succeeding but me. I cant cope with the failure anymore. I'm losing my looks too and now I'm fat. I have nothing going for me. I'm also a schizophrenic on psyche drugs that have destroyed my life. I cant carry on like this. I also cannot orgasm and feel very numb. No one will love me like this. I need a method that is easy. I was think sn but I haven't got any. What about making sn? Can you do that? Or hanging but I haven't got anywhere in my home to hang. Please help me with a reliable method. I'm ashamed of my life and need a way out fast.
