I’m 21

[lavenderlilylies]

my existence was a mistake, not metaphorically, i was literally an accident that shouldn't have ever happened. it feels like it's my responsibility to sit things straight. every year today, I'm reminded of my failure to do so.
i was not meant to be born. i was the unexpected tragedy that should've been eliminated. the only way for me to correct this is to die, and i can't even do that right.

 

[Golemishna]

You dont seem like a mistake to me

 

[Soph]

my existence was a mistake, not metaphorically, i was literally an accident that shouldn't have ever happened. it feels like it's my responsibility to sit things straight. every year today, I'm reminded of my failure to do so.
i was not meant to be born. i was the unexpected tragedy that should've been eliminated. the only way for me to correct this is to die, and i can't even do that right.

Hey, don't ever say you were a mistake deep inside we are the survivors, and no one can take that from us. The errors of the parents don't justify mistreating or even say that their child was a accident. Hurts to carry that I know, thats why I want to tell you something important. Family is suppose to support and take care of the loved ones even in the darker times, if they failed you something that simple and basic then they are the failure for not being able to make you feel safe and warm. Cheers from Portugal and I hope the people who treated you bad gets the karma soon.

 

[lavenderlilylies]

Hey, don't ever say you were a mistake deep inside we are the survivors, and no one can take that from us. The errors of the parents don't justify mistreating or even say that their child was a accident. Hurts to carry that I know, thats why I want to tell you something important. Family is suppose to support and take care of the loved ones even in the darker times, if they failed you something that simple and basic then they are the failure for not being able to make you feel safe and warm. Cheers from Portugal and I hope the people who treated you bad gets the karma soon.

thank you soph

 

[MillieXIO]

I feel exactly the same. I turned 21 in February, got drunk at a party, and nearly died in my sleep choking on my vomit. I only didn't because I drunkenly joined a discord call and my friend panicked asking if I was ok. He quite literally saved my life.
The idea of being dead is really appealing if there's nothing after death, but I was raised too religiously. I'm too afraid to go to Hell if I kill myself.

 

[lavenderlilylies]

I feel exactly the same. I turned 21 in February, got drunk at a party, and nearly died in my sleep choking on my vomit. I only didn't because I drunkenly joined a discord call and my friend panicked asking if I was ok. He quite literally saved my life.
The idea of being dead is really appealing if there's nothing after death, but I was raised too religiously. I'm too afraid to go to Hell if I kill myself.

I can relate, fear is the only thing stopping me

 

[Surai]

Im in the same boat it seems life just wants to fuck us over

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You're not a mistake. You parents made a decision. They r the ones to be blamed not you, they are the ones who are responsible for you to have a good life. Life is often so unfair. Everyone deserves a good life