I'm 20 Years Old Today And Have No Job When Should I Die?

[Foxy]

Plain and simple as the title suggests. I am now 20 years old and still living with my mother, am very poor and living in a very bad situation. To add on to this I struggle to get a job and people act like it's my fault when I can't even afford to create a resume. With what printer!? I thought avout creating a campaign I guess on GoFundMe or whatever it is for mostly my own family who need money anyways. Especially my mother who has been through some incredibly disturbing things. I wake up everday and desperately find something to enjoy. Find an outlet for any and all enjoyment and or creativity. I really just want to live. I want to go to college and shit and would take decades if not centuries of saving money for that to happen. Literally you do the math. When you share a home with someone who gets paid nearly 300 dollars a week for doing literally nothing life is insanely difficult. I struggle to even do the most basic tasks cause this woman doesn't even have any running water in her own house because a pipe broke several months ago and she has the fucking audacity to spend 2 grand on a new shed to store random junk in instead of fixing said pipe. My sister has been taking care of her because I nearly can't and migjt not be able to for much longer. The only way to really go about life at this point is to beg for some money dollars. Y'all can share your thoughts on this dogsgit situation I'm in. Oh yeah and her car was stolen quite a while ago to and has been spenfing the insurance money on pretty much anything to begin with of course. I need help. Would it be nice if I was helped? Yes.


I'm convinced that I have cabin fever nearly. I may be autistic? Maybe? I need evaluated badly.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm sorry your living situation is so fucked up and you can't get anyone to hire you. It's even worse because getting a job requires us to be competitive, so when a potential employer notices the slightest hint of self doubt in you, then there's a possibility that you won't ever hear back from them, even if you manage to get an interview. I lost count of how many times I went through that since graduating from high school way back when. It was hell.

I wish I had some good advice but I don't. I really think it would be better if you could stick around and try getting evaluated for autism, but going through that whole process probably seems overwhelming. I see you're new here, so welcome to SS.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Do you have libraries where you live? If so, they normally have printers. That would at least get you a printed resume. Actually, a lot of places today don't even require printed versions of resumes since everything is sent electronically.

You're living situation sounds horrible. I'm so sorry you find yourself in this situation. I don't know where you live or what resources are available to you, but maybe some exploration of what is available could lead to some answers? Maybe ask some authoritative figures in your area, like doctors, nurses, clergy, etc., what help is available and how to go about getting it. It's hard answering without knowing more specific details.