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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
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Today I came to the realization that im simply not meant for this world. I was never meant to grow up & pay taxes & work a 9-5. I also informed my family about my plan to ctb & surprisingly they didn't seem to be angry with me. They wished me nothing but peace & since my parents work in the medical field they told me that my death should be relatively painless. I'm over trying to force myself to fit in. I'm finally ready to go back home. The eternal peace of nonexistence.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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may i ask what method you would use?
 
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locked*n*loaded

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May I ask that since you say that your parents told you that your death should be "relatively painless", you also told them how you planned to end your life? I ask because not all methods necessarily lead to a painless death.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Yes I did tell them! They've witnessed lots of people die in the hospital firsthand so that's why they seemed sure lmao

Yeah! I'll die in my sleep
Ok. Care to share your method with us? Dying in your sleep really isn't a method. That's called living.
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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May I ask that since you say that your parents told you that your death should be "relatively painless", you also told them how you planned to end your life? I ask because not all methods necessarily lead to a painless death.
wondering the same thing.
 
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bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
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Did they provided N? I have an aunt who is a doctor she would never disconnect me even if i were brain dead, surprised your folks are not pro life most medics are
 
Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
225
It feels good, doesn't it? Formally deciding to CTB and being confident in your decision. Hell knows there's enough confusion to navigate with methods without also wondering IF you should CTB and not WHEN. AND your family is cool with your decision too? You're so lucky. I can't breathe a word of my plan to my family. Letting the slightest hint slip would ruin my plan to get a gun and I'd wind up in the hands of filthy Psychiatrists.

I too would love to hear about your method. I wish I had a family like yours I could tell my real feelings to.
 
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livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
103
Did they provided N? I have an aunt who is a doctor she would never disconnect me even if i were brain dead, surprised your folks are not pro life most medics are
My parents understand how much mental anguish im in everyday & want me to be at peace 😭
 
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txjambi

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Feb 18, 2025
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me too. it's been liberating
 
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locked*n*loaded

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My parents understand how much mental anguish im in everyday & want me to be at peace 😭
That's wonderful to have supporting parents. But, what is your method to reach your peace?
 
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opheliaoveragain

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My parents understand how much mental anguish im in everyday & want me to be at peace 😭
so it's not a terminal illness? it's mental? what's the method? it's a tad hard to believe parents in the med field would just be down like that. it also doesn't sound like you're very old or anything given your statement about growing up and taxes. I just objectively can't imagine parents of someone not terminally ill who wouldn't be determined to try absolutely everything out there before simply agreeing / or maybe even risking their medical careers. no disrespect meant at all! there are exceptions to everything. just saying what came to mind.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I was just never meant for any of this as well, I never should had been forced to suffer in this existence, non-existence is all I hope for and is all I could ever wish for, I just want to never exist ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
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I understand, I was just never meant for any of this as well, I never should had been forced to suffer in this existence, non-existence is all I hope for and is all I could ever wish for, I just want to never exist ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
It's always so good to hear from you funeral cry!! I don't think death even has to be a sad thing. It's a celebration. I lived, loved, laughed & finally got the peace I was looking for. Yesterday, my parents were going over my funeral plans & I was like you have to play certain songs off my playlist & DO NOT INVITE A CERTAIN PART OF OUR FAMILY 😭. My relationship with my parents is a bit rocky I will admit but at least they'll let me have this.

It's always so good to hear from you funeral cry!! I don't think death even has to be a sad thing. It's a celebration. I lived, loved, laughed & finally got the peace I was looking for. Yesterday, my parents were going over my funeral plans & I was like you have to play certain songs off my playlist & DO NOT INVITE A CERTAIN PART OF OUR FAMILY 😭. My relationship with my parents is a bit rocky I will admit but at least they'll let me have this.
THIS IS SO MORBID LMFAOAOAAOAOAOA
 
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Illegal Preclear

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Sep 6, 2022
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It's always so good to hear from you funeral cry!! I don't think death even has to be a sad thing. It's a celebration. I lived, loved, laughed & finally got the peace I was looking for. Yesterday, my parents were going over my funeral plans & I was like you have to play certain songs off my playlist & DO NOT INVITE A CERTAIN PART OF OUR FAMILY 😭. My relationship with my parents is a bit rocky I will admit but at least they'll let me have this.
This is just like that episode of Star Trek: Voyager - 'The Next Emanation'. Basically it's about a planet of aliens who are pro-Euthanasia and once someone decides to end their life, their family honors their decision and responds with loving joy. They have a big ceremony and party for them and put them in a big golden Euthanasia pod. I must have screamed about this episode of Star Trek 1000 times and said "WHY CAN'T OUR SOCIETY BE LIKE THIS!?"

My God, you ACTUALLY get to have a death that's just like 'The Next Emanation'. You are the first person I have ever seen get to have a CTB like this. You get to live my dream. I can't stress enough how lucky you are to have a family that is THAT level of enlightened.

We're all living in 2025, OP is living in 2525.
 

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