NotOkay_
The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
- Dec 2, 2020
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This feels like a super drawn out nightmare, when will i fucking wake up ? Is there no end to this fucking bs ??!!?!&@@?9? I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IM BROKEN
Thank you hun x i wish I'd found you guys sooner you really help me feel supported love you all xI wish I could wake up to my nightmares instead of this reality, because the horrors brought upon by reality will always trump that of nightmares.
Your pain is palpable. I can feel it emanating from your words... My best wishes to you OP. We're all trapped in this Hell together. Just know that if you ever need anything we'll do everything in our power to support you.
It is the same for me. Nightmare is without a doubt way too nice of a term.This feels like a super drawn out nightmare, when will i fucking wake up ? Is there no end to this fucking bs ??!!?!&@@?9? I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IM BROKEN
Too niceIt is the same for me. Nightmare is without a doubt way too nice of a term.
I feel you on that hun xI feel you. My life feels like the movie inception. As soon as I jump off the ledge; I'll wake up and be 6 again before the bad shit and the suicidal thoughts. Before the wish that I never existed. But I'm scared to jump, because i know i want wake up. But that finality in itself give me a sense of peace. Once this nightmare, this dream is over; it's over forever. A cease to the one and only terrible me.
H O N E S T L YI'm hoping that when I ctb I'll wake up from whatever coma I must be in because this is just fuckin cruel at this point. Since the tree fell through my house everything that could possibly go wrong continues to go completely wrong. Living a nightmare amaa