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TiredOfFailure

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Me method is SN. I'm concerned over the lack of meto, It can be acquired without prescription here, went to buy it yesterday but it's in short (like zero) supply. As a substitute I'll use Maalox chewable. I took two in the morning, two in the noon and I'll also take another two in the afternoon after taking 450mg Seroquel XR & 1mg Xanax. I'll also take 375mg Seroquel IR an hour before drinking my SN. I'll prepare three glasses of SN just to be safe.

Yesterday I broke my 100h fast with some cashews (around 100g) and another 100g today in the morning.

I don't know yet if I'll go through with it as I don't have a proper antiemetic. I'll post later if I go through with it, normally I wouldn't with a botched method but life dysphoria is unbearable.

Any advice regarding my method is welcome, pro-lifers begone.
 
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LaVieEnRose

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Can you wait until you acquire proper meto?
 
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Can you elaborate on what you mean with "life dysphoria"
 
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It's certainly understandable just wishing to be eternally free from this existence, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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I wouldn't worry too much about the antiemetic. As far as I understand, it's not necessary for the efficacy of the CTB method unlike fasting beforehand. It's only to prevent you from purging what is still in your stomach. The SN will taste unpleasant, but it really depends on how strong your reflex is/how sensitive your stomach is.

First generation antihistamines can provide mild anti-emetic effects. Maybe chase the solution with a little bit of water or something sweet if you think the lingering saltiness is going to make you feel sick.

If you've got the correct dose, fasted for long enough before, you will become unconcious before any serious nausea sets in.
 
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I hope you find peace.
 
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TiredOfFailure

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In 100h I've only eaten 200g of cashews, it'll be around 12 hours since I ate the last 100g
 
lunchbox

lunchbox

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I think that anxiety and SI are more likely to make you feel sick and nauseous, so please do your best to stay calm and comfortable!
 
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TiredOfFailure

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I've also taken 6mg of Bromazepam in the noon. I'll take my usual 1mg Xanax and the Seroquel will help numb both anxiety and thinking.
 
briarrose

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i wish you peace and that, if you do ctb today, the other side is exactly what you hope it'll be. godspeed
 
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roguetrader

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Being willing and able to down the additional glasses of SN in the event you puke should bring you success even without meto.
 
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TiredOfFailure

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Being willing and able to down the additional glasses of SN in the event you puke should bring you success even without meto.
What scares me is the "fuck it all" mentality of Seroquel, I might vomit and not even give a fuck or pass out. :/
 
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TiredOfFailure

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I'll go through with it, in about two hours I'll drink SN.
 
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roguetrader

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I'll go through with it, in about two hours I'll drink SN.
Just be sure with your decision. One glass, even with puking, can be lethal. SN is not something you should just "test" with heavy doses. That being said, good luck if you proceed
 
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アホペンギン

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I'll go through with it, in about two hours I'll drink SN.
I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you achieve peace.

There may be some very severe problems concerning nausea and vomiting after you drink SN due to the improper antiemetic you plan to use, I hope you don't struggle too much..
 
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TiredOfFailure

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In 25 minutes I'll take my Seroquel IR and in 55 SN.
I just drank my SN. It wasn't that foul, just salty as fuck.
 
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I hope you had a peaceful transition. May u find peace! Farewell!
 
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I hope things went well.
 
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Goodbye.
 
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i don't have much advice but i wish you luck with your method. and if you decide not to go through with it, we'll be here for you either way.
 

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