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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
no one will ever want to be with me and stick by me... i'm horrible?? i'm misunderstood??? tho probably it's the first one. i'm the real monster. i really feel like taking out that rope and hang myself, i can't do this anymore, i know the truth, there's no reason to remain.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
If you want to be loved, you need to find a way to love YOU first. Almost everyone has something inside that is worth working on. And then you work outwards. Its not easy and maybe help is needed !.
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
If you want to be loved, you need to find a way to love YOU first. Almost everyone has something inside that is worth working on. And then you work outwards. Its not easy and maybe help is needed !.
ahhh, that bingo again. Once, a very long time ago, i actually loved myself. did somene loved me back then? NO. No one. it's all bullshit. if you're made to be unlovable then that's it and nothing can be done about it.
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
I am loved and loveable apparently, but I have no idea what that means.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I am loved and loveable apparently, but I have no idea what that means.
ah well, sorry, often times i feel like im the only one who feels like that but oh :D
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
ah well, sorry, often times i feel like im the only one who feels like that but oh :D
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
If you want to be loved, you need to find a way to love YOU first.
Sorry but I must disagree. The people I love the most, are ones who bitterly despise themselves. Ergo; They are Loved. By me.
 
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William01

Student
Nov 2, 2021
154
I can relate to this feeling entirely.... Even when surrounded by people you can still feel lonely and unloved, unliked as if you are nuisance annoyance to people. Sometimes I have had to quietly leave something because I have become overwhelmed with them feelings..
 
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waterstrider

waterstrider

cold
Nov 29, 2020
400
My family apparently does things out of "love" and "care" but I'm not convinced. There was a guy who told me he loved me...but he also date raped me. :(

I feel that real love is out of reach for me as nobody on this planet takes me seriously or is able to keep up with my mental instability.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,506
I can imagine that must be a painful feeling, wanting something you cannot achieve. I'm sorry you are going through this. People can be very cruel, it is why I choose to stay away as then they cannot upset me. I wish you the best. I also have no reason to stay here.
 
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artificial_ineptness

Member
Nov 14, 2021
93
The feeling fucking sucks. It is almost like a dismissal of my entire being, since, apparently, I do not have enough value in the eyes of anyone to get the experiences almost everyone gets just by virtue of existing, no matter what I do or how useful I try to be.
 
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