I'll be homeless in 14 days....

[Zzzzz]

....And I'm really tired of this shit. I have no desire at all to continue life. The only thing stopping me is fucking SI. I have the courage to do it I feel, but it has to feel right to some degree, and that's a struggle for some reason. I KNOW 100% that I will never have the life that I really want. Logically, there is no better choice. I'm unable to work due to mental and physical health problems. I will struggle my whole life .I Am a NEET whose parents have died.There is no home for me in this world. I don't fit in and I don't want to struggle anymore. Already been homeless once before, now again. Lifeis just an endless cycle of suffering for me. Hopefully I will be dead in the next few days. That is my ONLY wish now.

 

[Bone]

i think i get it-i wonder if it'll ever "feel right", or if eventually we just have to bite the bullet and get it over with. FYI my situation is somewhat similar to yours and i relate a lot. im sorry youre going through this,

 

[Bullit]

I wish you had a way out,short of th. Good luck...

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

I'm so so sorry. This world or reality itself is cruel and good, kind people suffer because of it. You said you've been homeless before? Do you have a food pantry or other resource that can help with food? I know ppl on reddit are good resources for living in a car.

I'm sending you my love. I know that sounds so cheap and stupid.. but I really am.

 

[Zzzzz]

I'm so so sorry. This world or reality itself is cruel and good, kind people suffer because of it. You said you've been homeless before? Do you have a food pantry or other resource that can help with food? I know ppl on reddit are good resources for living in a car.

I'm sending you my love. I know that sounds so cheap and stupid.. but I really am.

I have a basic plan for survival. But I will be unhappy and likely suffer significantly.

I am hoping to perform the drowning method. I know it is not a very popular method here but my options and resources are limited and it appeals to me for the time being.

 

[gomdori]

I have a basic plan for survival. But I will be unhappy and likely suffer significantly.

I am hoping to perform the drowning method. I know it is not a very popular method here but my options and resources are limited and it appeals to me for the time being.

Sadly I am in the same boat.

 

[logan]

I know this doesn't really help - but I hope you can still find a solution.

Being homeless is about the worst thing that can happen to you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in such an awful situation. This life really can be so cruel and I understand that it is hard to continue living when you are in a hopeless situation. If your decision is to leave, then I wish you peace.

 

[toforigivelife]

What circumstances have led you to soon being homeless? Is a relative throwing you out?

 

[Phosphophyllite]

I wouldn't wish homelessness on my worst enemy. I was homeless and it was traumatic.

 

[Midgardsorm]

I'm sorry for this happening to you. I can't even imagine what you have to do survive. I hope you manage to find a good place soon.

Physical and Mental Health issues both, I can relate, the pain is just too much.

I wish you peace. You deserve it.

 

[toforigivelife]

What or who has brought you to this point?

 

[disabledlife]

I wish you good luck in your decision, hoping that before a miracle can make you change your mind. I prefer to warn you that drowning is the slowest death, the emergency services can revive you 12 hours later if you are found. Unfortunately a person who has attempted CTB can be "punished" and locked up in a shrink hospital. I paid the price for a fall not so high and that I was caught. CTB is a prison escape plan, terrible to see.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

What or who has brought you to this point?

They explained things pretty clearly...

 

[disabledlife]

Does your country have no social assistance? Social minima? (Sorry for language mistakes, Chrome are the crappest idea to translate automatically english, same on YouTube)

 

[toforigivelife]

They explained things pretty clearly...

Unless I read it wrong they didn't specifically state why they are being left homeless.

They laid out the hell they've been going through and the psychological/mental health/emotional torment and anguish we can all relate to but not whether it's a landlord or a subsidized housing or family issue.

When you're in the state where you want to cbt everything and anything can overwhelm you. It's a horrible feeling.

I was wondering if a housing solution might help an overwhelmed person, give them some relief and maybe a chance to really give their desire to commit suicide some more thought.

If they've truly thought it through and genuinely feel that catching the bus is what is best for them then I understand and respect their decision.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Unless I read it wrong they didn't specifically state why they are being left homeless.

They laid out the hell they've been going through and the psychological/mental health/emotional torment and anguish we can all relate to but not whether it's a landlord or a subsidized housing or family issue.

When you're in the state where you want to cbt everything and anything can overwhelm you. It's a horrible feeling.

I was wondering if a housing solution might help an overwhelmed person, give them some relief and maybe a chance to really give their desire to commit suicide some more thought.

If they've truly thought it through and genuinely feel that catching the bus is what is best for them then I understand and respect their decision.

I read their initial post quite differently than you.

One can't be revived 12 hours after initial drowing. What?

 

[blue_muse]

Who wouldn't want to CTB when facing something as soul-killing as homelessness. As long as you're sure you want to CTB, I genuinely hope you're successful in ending your own suffering. The outside world love to pipe up with the mantra that "You've got to keep going, no matter what."; walk a mile in your shoes then repeat that platitude.

 

[catdaddy2601]

Sending hugs I went through homelessness aswell... Grew up in care, made homeless when I turned into an adult, was in hostels for years but eventually got a flat ... It is possible ... But I don't know what country ur in or what options are available to you. If we didn't live in such a shitty capitalistic world then things could be better. I'm sorry you're going through this and whatever you choose to do I understand, my inbox is always open (Before I ctb myself) if u need any advice

 

[Tav]

Hi, that is really bad situation to be in, life can be very hard,/ difficult and unfair I emphatize as I am in a similar situation, if you need to vent you can pm me.

 

[Thatdude]

I'm in a similar situation. I'm an autistic NEET, and I want to die also. While my parents have not died yet, they threaten to kick me out every so often.
After trying so hard, and seeing this is common for autistic people. I don't see a point anymore.

 

[Zzzzz]

Just giving a little update. I'm moving out tomorrow. I'm quite certain I will be homeless soon but one of my relatives offered me to stay temporarily with them. I will Most likely stay about a couple weeks with them. Hopefully I can ctb before I actually am without a home. No one should have to suffer like this in life. I'm broken and hope I die soon.

 

[toforigivelife]

Just giving a little update. I'm moving out tomorrow. I'm quite certain I will be homeless soon but one of my relatives offered me to stay temporarily with them. I will Most likely stay about a couple weeks with them. Hopefully I can ctb before I actually am without a home. No one should have to suffer like this in life. I'm broken and hope I die soon.

I'm so sorry that you are in this position. To find yourself homeless not just once but twice has to be so traumatic.

I'm sorry that you've lost your parents.

It would be nice if these relatives would give you longer that two weeks.

It would be nice if they would also offer you a little love and understanding and some room to breathe as far as possibly getting your head together and maybe even finding some help.

But you know your relatives better than I do, maybe you're not even looking forward to a couple of weeks with them for all I know.

You also know your own mind better than I do. If you've thought through, really thought it through, and truly feel that ctb is your best option then I wish you a peaceful journey and relief from your suffering.

I wish it hadn't come to ctb for you but I can understand your pain and despair.

I wish there was something I could do to help but I can't and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all that you've been through.

Until you decide for sure I'll keep wishing you the best.

 

[This_sux ✓]

I'm forced to move out of my family house next month. It's rough but possible to survive. Get any kind of job and live. It gets better with each day and you're gaining some responsibility too. If you have financial issues there's always an option to rent a single room or just a bed (in some places). Take care