Discussion If your younger version met with you, what would he/she say to you?

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[juna]

My past me would say to the present me - " I am sorry life was so hard. I am proud of you. You are everything I wished to be. I love you. For your sake, I lived. I am you and I love you. "

 

[Lifeless Star]

She would probably ask me if life got better and if it was worth it to keep going. And I would tell her that it only got worse and that I regret still being alive.

 

[kane9191kosugi]

Probably sounds weird but I feel like deep down my younger self "knew" that it will turn out like this lol.
So I guess more despair, disappointment, anxiety, and depression for my younger self, especially knowing that I haven't killed myself yet lol.

 

[SVEN]

I don't like you either !

 

[Лена]

Don 't listen to your parents , live your life

 

[excinephile]

He would instantly go crazy in a lovecraftian horror sort of way at the realization that each and every of his worst fears has become reality.

 

[SomePeacePlease]

Ctb now before you have a son.

My only joy, and only reason I don't ctb is because of him, and I'm in hell.

 

[overthehill]

I think we'd play the blame game. The younger me would be so disappointed in what I became, while I'd berate him for making me this way.

God, I'm so afraid of the younger me judging me. He's a vicious little shit that would just tell me I didn't work hard enough and that I'm just incompetent.

 

[2messdup]

So that's what happens if you try really hard, work really hard and keep trying? In that case what's a really effective way to ctb?

 

[Dyingsoon]

What were those decisions?

Trusting that doctors where I live could possibly help me. Not only that they didn't but they ruined me forever. I am CTB-ing because of them, because of how poorly educated and arrogant they are. No consequences for them whatsoever, the negatives are only for me and my parents who are taking care of their disabled son.

 

[divinemistress36]

She would say dont trust anyone listen to your heart!

 

[soledad.virgen]

"wow you're so skinny now"

 

[lifelite]

I knew it was gonna be shitty, but GOOOOOD DAAMN, wtf

 

[imsotired35]

I don't know. I think I would hide the truth from little me. I know what I would say to her but I'm not sure what she would say to me.

 

[x22]

I don't think my younger self would be surprised or even judgemental. The day my ideation started wasn't the day my life got bad for the first time, it was just the first time I recognized suicide as an option. Maybe if I could tell younger me about it I would have had more time to gather courage.

 

[CatLvr]

Why did you waste fully half your life worrying about what those people who loathed your existence (my family) thought about you?? They are/were not worth it. Go live your life and BE HAPPY in spite of them. It will drive them CRAZY!

 

[TinyGuy]

Oh god u are so useless and stupid imma kill myself if thats gonna be me