If you were to drive somewhere to ctb, where would it be?

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

I'm still deciding whether to do this or not when I ctb, but driving to a parking lot and using an exit bag there late in the night is the plan I feel like I am going to go with... rather than doing it in my house were my Dad lives

 

[deathbyginger]

You're welcome. Problem with such a pristine location is that it could influence one's plans.

Agreed. But if you ask me, one who is truly ready to go will overcome SI with ease and pass in peace. One who is doubtful, may come to a realization there is more left on earth for them before they pass. With that being said, I'm not pro-life, those who seek peace should find peace.

I'm still deciding whether to do this or not when I ctb, but driving to a parking lot and using an exit bag there late in the night is the plan I feel like I am going to go with... rather than doing it in my house were my Dad lives

I was originally thinking of doing something similar. However, be careful of your chosen location because you never known if you could be interrupted. I would recommend finding somewhere more remote, like a off-roading trail, or a ditch in a rural area. Somewhere that for sure no one will find you.

 

[Pykul]

Atop railroad tracks.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

I was originally thinking of doing something similar. However, be careful of your chosen location because you never known if you could be interrupted. I would recommend finding somewhere more remote, like a off-roading trail, or a ditch in a rural area. Somewhere that for sure no one will find you.

I have also thought about this, although with the exit bag I would only need 40 minutes. Just make sure I made up signs to stick on the windows as I wouldn't want to cause anyone any trouble with the gas that would be in the car.

Saying all this, I still haven't decided whether to do it at home or in my car. Haven't got a date set in stone either, I'll collect what I need when I feel like it and ctb when I feel like it, however I have given myself the deadline of Dec 7 and if nothing has improved by then then that will be my date if I haven't done so by then (don't know what I am hoping will change if I'm honest)

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

A road trip would be the absolute best way to spend the final days! I live very near to the most beautiful mountain ranges and canadian history. A drive along the mountain highways would be serene. A little glass of saltwater, and away you go.

If you were driving along and drank your SN, Would they assume a car crash and call it an accident? or cloud the issue long enough for the method to work but not leave the body for innocents to find?

 

[deathbyginger]

I have also thought about this, although with the exit bag I would only need 40 minutes. Just make sure I made up signs to stick on the windows as I wouldn't want to cause anyone any trouble with the gas that would be in the car.

Saying all this, I still haven't decided whether to do it at home or in my car. Haven't got a date set in stone either, I'll collect what I need when I feel like it and ctb when I feel like it, however I have given myself the deadline of Dec 7 and if nothing has improved by then then that will be my date if I haven't done so by then (don't know what I am hoping will change if I'm honest)

Fair enough, I'm sure you could find 40 minutes of no interruptions in a parking lot or at home. Doing at home might be best if you have the house to yourself, otherwise you may create noise that lead to your interruption.

I respect your decision of doing it when the right time comes, I plan to do the same.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Fair enough, I'm sure you could find 40 minutes of no interruptions in a parking lot or at home. Doing at home might be best if you have the house to yourself, otherwise you may create noise that lead to your interruption.

I respect your decision of doing it when the right time comes, I plan to do the same.

Exit bag method has been ditched, SN for me now. Already purchased, and can happily do it in the comfort of my bed and guilt-free about causing any damage to anyone else.

Hope you are at peace when the time comes.

 

[deathbyginger]

A road trip would be the absolute best way to spend the final days! I live very near to the most beautiful mountain ranges and canadian history. A drive along the mountain highways would be serene. A little glass of saltwater, and away you go.

If you were driving along and drank your SN, Would they assume a car crash and call it an accident? or cloud the issue long enough for the method to work but not leave the body for innocents to find?

The death by SN would most likely be apparent due to the severe methemoglobinemia, causing blue skin. Unless of course, you totalled your car and your body was destroyed. I strongly advise against this being that you put the risk of death on others who do not wish to die

Exit bag method has been ditched, SN for me now. Already purchased, and can happily do it in the comfort of my bed and guilt-free about causing any damage to anyone else.

Hope you are at peace when the time comes.

I'm glad to hear you found a method that suits you right. Thank you for your wisdom. I wish nothing but peace and bliss for you in the near future.

Keep in touch AnxiouslyDepresssed, as I wish to undergo the same method.

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

The death by SN would most likely be apparent due to the severe methemoglobinemia, causing blue skin. Unless of course, you totalled your car and your body was destroyed. I strongly advise against this being that you put the risk of death on others who do not wish to die

I agree, a vehicle accident would put others at risk. My thoughts where that being up in the mountains, along the roads there are very few vehicles. I have drivin for hours up there and seen nobody. Quite easy to drive off a cliff with no guard rails. And with accident reporting apps or things like onstar, you would be found pretty quickly even in a remote area.

Does the entire body turn blue? I kinda thought it was mostly the soft tissues, finger beds and the like.

 

[deathbyginger]

I agree, a vehicle accident would put others at risk. My thoughts where that being up in the mountains, along the roads there are very few vehicles. I have drivin for hours up there and seen nobody. Quite easy to drive off a cliff with no guard rails. And with accident reporting apps or things like onstar, you would be found pretty quickly even in a remote area.

Does the entire body turn blue? I kinda thought it was mostly the soft tissues, finger beds and the like.

You make a point, however, personally I would not take that risk. It is possible you could faint before becoming completely unconscious, making you susceptible to pain as part of the accident. I recommend against it, but it is truly up to you.

Also, yes, you're right. The side effect of methemoglobinemia that is responsible for this is known as cyanosis. Cyanosis describes a bluish colour of skin that is emphasized in the lips and fingers.
Here is an image for reference.

A little part of me wishes that we would turn into Smurfs. How cool would that be?

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

I actually cant drive anymore, and had to sell my vehicle anyway, but the dream would be an amazing road trip with a peaceful sleep at the end.

Roadtrips alone though, that sucks. never really thought of an exit partner, but man that could be a wonderful experience and a great way to make it less scary.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

I actually cant drive anymore, and had to sell my vehicle anyway, but the dream would be an amazing road trip with a peaceful sleep at the end.

Roadtrips alone though, that sucks. never really thought of an exit partner, but man that could be a wonderful experience and a great way to make it less scary.

I feel you, there's only one person I would want to share my last moments with... but maybe if she was still around, I wouldn't be ctb.

 

[deathbyginger]

I actually cant drive anymore, and had to sell my vehicle anyway, but the dream would be an amazing road trip with a peaceful sleep at the end.

Roadtrips alone though, that sucks. never really thought of an exit partner, but man that could be a wonderful experience and a great way to make it less scary.

Agreed. I would love to end it with a beautiful road trip through the mountains (I actually own a car too), but I don't have anyone to trust to either CTB with or along side. An exit partner would be nice if there was someone who lived close enough to me...

I feel you, there's only one person I would want to share my last moments with... but maybe if she was still around, I wouldn't be ctb.

I'm so sorry AnxiouslyDepressed. Was she your S/O?

 

[ImmaMacGuffin]

My plan is to take all my furbabies' ashes with me back to Paha Sapa/KheSapa, disperse them, then ctb as the sun sets behind Black Elk Peak. Hell, I might even walk up there to do so if the Forest Service Dicks aren't around. lol

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Taking SN while watching the waterfalls would be great

 

[deathbyginger]

Taking SN while watching the waterfalls would be great

How did I never even think about that... I live close by to so many waterfalls it's not even funny. Thank you for that amazing idea!

 

[metalchic_74]

Anywhere with tall buildings so I can jump

 

[deathbyginger]

Anywhere with tall buildings so I can jump

I respect your method, but just any building? And any setting?
Like would you want to go during a sunset... or would you like to jump off a skyscraper in NYC...
Provide some details, make it special to you.

 

[TAW122]

In this case, I would travel under the shroud of darkness, through a forest and/or a secluded area where there is nobody around. Then in the midst of the darkness, CTB. I have a firearm as my method of choice so it would be messy and would most likely make a big loud noise, but I would be dead very quickly (so fast that I won't even hear the shot, let alone feel it). Basically I'd drive anywhere where it was quiet enough not to get attention or get caught before I died. Whatever happens after death doesn't matter because I won't be there to experience it.

 

[ronigail9]

in my old shitty vehicle in the middle of the desert near my house. no one will find me for days to weeks at least.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I can't drive but if I could, it would be across Canada. Would love to see Japan. Just once. Get photos there that I can look at and smile and hold close to me when eventually I drift away. With only good memories.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Agreed. I would love to end it with a beautiful road trip through the mountains (I actually own a car too), but I don't have anyone to trust to either CTB with or along side. An exit partner would be nice if there was someone who lived close enough to me.


I'm so sorry AnxiouslyDepressed. Was she your S/O?

Sorry, I didn't get a notification for this. Yes, she was. I'm still not fully over it, still holding on to the future we planned.

 

[deathbyginger]

Sorry, I didn't get a notification for this. Yes, she was. I'm still not fully over it, still holding on to the future we planned.

I'm sorry AnxiouslyDepressed. I totally understand the pain of love, I've been there before in my life and it is simply adds to my reasons of ending it. I hope your day is going good wherever you.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

I'm sorry AnxiouslyDepressed. I totally understand the pain of love, I've been there before in my life and it is simply adds to my reasons of ending it. I hope your day is going good wherever you.

Thank you @deathbyginger

Certainly does add to the reasons.

I'm doing OK, apart from the fact I keep waking up at 3/4:00am in the morning for the past week! Not bothering me too much I suppose, will have plenty of sleep when I ctb at the end of the month.

Hope you are well!

 

[deathbyginger]

Thank you @deathbyginger

Certainly does add to the reasons.

I'm doing OK, apart from the fact I keep waking up at 3/4:00am in the morning for the past week! Not bothering me too much I suppose, will have plenty of sleep when I ctb at the end of the month.

Hope you are well!

It's funny you say that because I've been facing the exact same problem. I find myself waking up every hour past 4:00am in grief til I have to finally get up.

But I'm glad to hear you're hanging in there. I hope your mind is at ease as the date approaches.
Have you already obtained all your needed items?

Also, yes I'm doing fine. I'm currently awaiting the arrival of my SN and meto, although I'm anxious about how long it's gonna take to get here. I'm hoping to CTB before Dec, but I plan to sooner if they arrive prior to that date.

 

[Feelingsruiner]

Beachy Head, England. The irony is I've always dreamed of going to the UK, to live there eventually, I think it would feel like home dying there. It would bring me the consolation of having at least reached one of my life goals.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

It's funny you say that because I've been facing the exact same problem. I find myself waking up every hour past 4:00am in grief til I have to finally get up.

But I'm glad to hear you're hanging in there. I hope your mind is at ease as the date approaches.
Have you already obtained all your needed items?

Also, yes I'm doing fine. I'm currently awaiting the arrival of my SN and meto, although I'm anxious about how long it's gonna take to get here. I'm hoping to CTB before Dec, but I plan to sooner if they arrive prior to that date.

My mind plays tricks. I am fine with it one minute, pondering the thought the next, but accepting it.

My items will all be here before the 27th. My date is the 29th.

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

I am thinking about just going to a local nice hotel to ctb.

 

[deathbyginger]

My mind plays tricks. I am fine with it one minute, pondering the thought the next, but accepting it.

My items will all be here before the 27th. My date is the 29th.

The wait is dragging me down slowly to more and more pain, making it easier on myself to want to find peace.

I am thinking about just going to a local nice hotel to ctb.

I've decided to do the same. I realized that no one is gonna ever want to drive my car again if I CTB in it, and I think it's just overall riskier.
I plan to get a really nice room in the city with a beautiful night view.

 

[mesohappy]

Stealth is a key factor

Iused to think about going in my own house due to the comfort factor..Now Im worried about my method and the mess it will leave for my next of kin.Im thinking about a secluded spot out in the desert,where no one will find me for awhile.By then the insects,birds and whatever else will have at least gotten some life off of mine.I worry about my method though...I want to be responsible and not leave my tool of destruction for any nutcase to find and use.