Kramer
Nervous wreck
- Oct 27, 2020
- 1,398
I'm very jumpy and my eyes are constantly scanning my surroundings but in an anxious way. I'm also always tense.
I need euthanasia.
I need euthanasia.
I can't close my eyes in the shower, I sleep as far as I can under my blanket, I hate the dark, and I constantly look behind me as well.I'm very jumpy and my eyes are constantly scanning my surroundings but in an anxious way. I'm also always tense.
I need euthanasia.
I didn't know it could manifest that way. I have depression like that too. I can't follow a daily routine of getting ready without burning myself out in the process.My ptsd has manifested as just severe debilitating depression...not showering for days, sitting in one spot for hours not even watching tv, crying if my dad or sister talk to me. I just shrunk down really small I think as a survival instinct after all my trauma. It's medical trauma and it's ongoing. I feel like I am traumatized again each day.
i also need euthanasia. I sincerely wish you peace. Is there anything in life that brings you comfort?
I'm also hyper vigilant and paranoid but mostly I'm just half dead with severe debilitating depression. I'm sorry you experience this too.I didn't know it could manifest that way. I have depression like that too. I can't follow a daily routine of getting ready without burning myself out in the process.
I rent a room and generally it's the only place I'm in. I'm never fully relaxed even in there. Sometimes it feels like a prison though. It's weird. People have killed themselves for far less and yet it's not easy for me because I just want to be happy.