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iwanttodie019

Member
May 4, 2025
21
1 being completely miserable and 10 being completely perfect.

Also mention your age and gender
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Arcanist
May 10, 2025
417
I only give myself one point for not bringing children into this sick world
 
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DaisiesRegrets

DaisiesRegrets

Ideal and the Real
May 16, 2025
10
I guess a 3, if a 5 is a life of both the good and bad being equal. I can remember like 2 points in my life where I could look to the future and imagine myself being a part of it. So the good in my life has definitely been outweighed by the bad and all the good memories of the past only bring pain at this point.
 
CutToRelease

CutToRelease

It helps remind me I'm still here
Dec 31, 2024
73
Age 20
Gender male
About a 4 to 5

Not the worse not the best would be fine dieing or live just waiting for something to tip the scale in either way.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,400
1 . The worst . Rated 1 cause it's the lowest most disgusting possible

It can always get worse unimaginably a trillion times worse than u can imagine

But they tell us we can't leave life and this evil world

They made all guaranteed methods to escape this he'll into crimes. For example hiring someone else to aid you with suicide they made that a crime

They continously say this hell called life is good beautiful sacred adding to the lies injustice oppression and evil
 
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Grog

Grog

Member
Jun 3, 2025
44
Probably a 3. My situation is bleak and hopeless, but I know there are others out there who have it worse off than me.
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,613
5.
My life could have been incomparably worse, but my brain is a piece of shit, so even if life doesn't always look bad, I still see everything in dark colors.
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
230
I'd give half a point for effort. Other than that it's shit.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,137
I wouldn't rate this existence anything as to me existence just feels like the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I find it so dreadful how this existence was imposed.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, to me human existence is an abomination that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, I see it as the most torturous and futile burden to exist and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way and what is so terrible is how even despite all this we exist in this horrific anti suicide world where the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway, I find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured by old age, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep.
 
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starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
71
age: 24
gender: male (only on Thursdays tho)
life rating: 4 and that's because my life sucks, but at least I haven't killed anyone so far🙂
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,139
I am at an 8 but the two points off are everything. On paper my life is great, buy I am in a terrible relationship and have absolutely zero social support which means I am miserable. The people who are in my life are dragging me down.
 
Sergeant45

Sergeant45

Member
Jun 11, 2025
13
1, or 2 at most. I have always suffered of an illness which will never make living a happy, fulfilled textbook life, or a higher rating possible.
I've had the honor of learning very useful languages though. Hence the extra point if we want to count that.

I am 19 years old and a woman.
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
344
Around a 3-4... ive had some great memories for sure and some great times and traveld the world.... but my losses, my regrets and my past will always over run all the good in my life..
My past haunts me eaxh day and eaxh night in my dreams...
male, 46
 
PI3.14

PI3.14

Looking for a way out
Oct 4, 2024
100
If compared to the whole world population including those who live in extreme poverty with no running water or electricity then my life is at least 7-8.

If we're talking on the personal level in terms of success in life and happiness and such then it's a 1
 
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sambrosia

Member
Jun 10, 2025
19
If compared to the whole world population including those who live in extreme poverty with no running water or electricity then my life is at least 7-8.

If we're talking on the personal level in terms of success in life and happiness and such then it's a 1

Exactly this

The first part also made me feel guilty whenever I thought of it, and I tried to keep going knowing that I was lucky in a sense to be born into my country's material circumstances, but, well, that's not really working out anymore.
 
lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

Member
Jun 7, 2025
50
I'd rate my life a 3/4. I have had some good experiences in my life, but I have also had some pretty messed up ones. I am privileged to have a roof over my head, food, clean water, an education, and a job. However, besides that, I don't have a lot in my life right now.
 

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