Discussion If you had N that never expires in your closet, how would it affect your choice of when to CTB?

[HadItAll]

For me it would postpone CTB. I could definitely try to somewhat fix my life if I knew the worst that could happen is a peaceful CTB.

 

[Darkover]

if i had N i'd be long gone!

 

[Source Energy]

it's both of the above answers for me. depending on the day, on how much pain there is in that moment
last night I would have gulped it down if I had had it. Right now, I would keep it for later

 

[ThisIsLife]

N expiration date is not really important. I wouldn't postpone.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I had N, I would feel incredibly relieved and I would exit this world as soon as I possibly could. A peaceful suicide would be the most ideal thing to me, as I don't see any value and benefit to having to exist. Life is the source of all torment and harm, so if I had a painless and reliable method free from risks and complications, there would be nothing keeping me trapped here anymore.

 

[downndone2]

I'd be preparing to go very soon