catsarecool

catsarecool

Remember me for me, I need to set my spirit free
Jul 2, 2020
95
And why?

I would just completely stop existing as I don't think I had a very good starting point and things would most likely be shit anyways even if I got a second chance.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
I'd be fine with having never lived.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
509
stop existing. my parents were horrible parents and hated each other. should have never married.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
I would choose stop existing. I crave the non existence
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Five of a kind
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i would want to stop existing. it's not like i'd be missing out on much anyways. with the way the world is headed, i'm surprised if we'll last another 30 years.
 
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Commandocoki

Commandocoki

Member
Aug 23, 2020
21
Just looking at the option to start over from the beginning made my heart race. Couldn't do it. I'm with everyone else on this one.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
509
It'd be a different scene in Back to the Future. We'd start seeing ourselves fading from the picture and we'd all start high fiving each other.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Stop Existing.

The other option is not even a consideration.

Because I haven't made any voluntary "mistakes" that I want to undo.

My problems are because of what my brain is at a deep, fundamental, unalterable level right from the moment I started walking and talking.

There's not a single second of existence that I would change or choose differently by starting again.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
Just stop existing. There is no point in living even if I did everything ''right''. I think it was always meant to be.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
It depends if I knew the mistakes I'd made previously and I knew what to expect and what to not do wrong. Otherwise I wouldn't wanna go through this and make the same mistakes again.
 
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Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
A part of me wants to say I could make things better if I could start over with the knowledge I have now, but it wouldn't be worth the risk. I'd rather never have existed at all.
 
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ocd is bad

ocd is bad

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Jun 26, 2020
206
Stop existing for sure. The benefits of a happy life don't outweigh the risks of a sad one.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Assuming free will (unlikely)? I would choose to start life at the beginning. Otherwise, I want to be dead and stay dead.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,508
And why?

I would just completely stop existing as I don't think I had a very good starting point and things would most likely be shit anyways even if I got a second chance.
I would stop existing. I wish i'd never been born.
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
Starting at the beginning would have to come with a few provisos.

e.g. some form of free will so you can make different choices,
and being able to actually remember the mistakes you made the first time around so that you wouldn't make them again.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
If I could go back with all my current knowledge, so I could make different choices, I would.

If it's just reliving the same shit, no thanks.
 
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TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
If I could go back with all my current knowledge, so I could make different choices, I would.

If it's just reliving the same shit, no thanks.
Same if I could relive it and avoid the mistakes I would, if I had to do it all the same I'd rather not bother.
 
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DyingAlf

Specialist
Aug 22, 2020
345
Definitely stop existing! I wish I'd never been born & am very sure I don't want to do it all over again.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Stop completely existing because life is horrible and sad no matter what.
 
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ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
Definitely stop existing. Even if I could avoid the (many) mistakes I have made, I wouldn't go back because I'm certain I would just make different ones. To quote a line from a movie I saw once, "if it wasn't this, it would be something else"...
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I would stop existing. Even if I lived my life over, I still would have been powerless to stop my parents from abusing and neglecting me as a young child. That was the turning point in my life, and it was largely beyond my control, so I imagine my life would have unfolded in a fairly similar fashion even if I started it all over again
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
376
Just stop it. I was born deformed so it wouldnt matter if i start the whole process again. Its not in my control it was in my mothers control when i was young but shes a narcissistic litlle bitch
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
I mean if I could change some events in my life than I would live it again if not than stop existing
 
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Midnight-rain

Student
Jan 1, 2020
191
The ladder, no doubt about it. I wouldn't have the drive in me to do this shit all over again for a second time.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
If I could write my own life and it's not left up to luck or fate I would want to start over but having never existed is easier and I would be ok with that.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I am convinced something was actively making sure there would always be some sort of major problem that wrecked my life, just as there was a glimmer of hope.
 
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artroom1931

artroom1931

大好きだ
Jul 27, 2020
18
I would love to start everything over again. I truly love this world, there are so many beautiful things in it...if I could do everything over and do it right, that's all I could ask for.
 
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Dookieshoes

Member
Aug 15, 2020
64
Do I have any knowledge of the first attempt, or is it just a full reset?

Either way, I would absolutely go around again.
 
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softfuzzyman

softfuzzyman

Rot
Aug 17, 2020
77
Starting over with no knowledge of this previous run would be meaningless. No different from how it is now.

If I could be aware of what went wrong in this run and could be more prepared for everything I went through and make better choices, I'd be fine with starting over. It'd still be rough but maybe I could get a bit of a head start to turn it around.

But given the choice between that and just not existing? No, hands down, nonexistence wins every time. I shouldn't have been brought into existence in the first place.
 

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