Venting If you could make one person die before you CTB who would it be?

[sewercide]

I would want neurologist doctor to die. Who I waited to meet for over 5 months. Have caused me a great deal of pain. Dismissed my symptoms, gaslighted, didn't believe or help me, sent me home feeling really hopeless and suicidal.

If you could make one person die before CTB who would it be?

 

[Shepherd's boy]

Me

 

[veryhappyhuman]

Depends, will it be an instant and painless death?

If yes, probably one of my parents, so they don't suffer after me.
If not, it gets more difficult -- can't think of anyone I hate that much. Maybe one of the child molesters (preferably high profile) who hasn't been punished yet.

 

[Life_and_Death]

my exSO
i believe everyone gets forgiven in death so killing anyone id want to kill wouldnt work. but if my exSO and i die, maybe everything could be ok

 

[Hope:-)]

Yeah, I'd choose me so then I don't have to do it. Is that against the rules? I wouldn't want to kill anyone else.

 

[catflowers]

choose myself

 

[akana]

Can't choose one I'd choose my parents but the level of things they've put me through wouldn't even do any justice for the future I could have had. My family. Idk if I'd want them to die. If anything I just want their perspectives and perceptions of me to die. That's whats killed me

 

[FuneralCry]

I only want myself to die. Others can make their own decisions whether they want to live or die, all that I want is to be free from my suffering.

 

[ForbiddenSiren]

The cunt who used to torture, hogtie and spit in my mouth when I was a child. Or the guy who sexually assaulted my girlfriend in front of me, did beat the shit out of him with an umbrella and kicked him down a hill though. So I guess that was a plus.

 

[TAW122]

There would be too many to list, so if I can only choose one person, it'll have to be me which is essentially a CTB as I would be making the choice for one person (myself) to die. In fact, the irony is that I wouldn't actually CTB in an traditional sense (meaning that I actually perform the action of CTB'ing) but it would still be considered CTB (given enough flexing and how one interprets the definition of CTB'ing to be) since I would have actively made the choice to die.

 

[Jrmull1993]

There are too many politicians to just pick one...

 

[IfyouareamanWinston]

Even though I have a few personal grudges I think I would use the opportunity to kill someone that is doing harm to the world. I know in the end someone else would just step up to take their place but idk it would feel cathartic I guess. Maybe a CEO of a company destroying the environment unrepentantly or someone that owns a cp site or something.

 

[brokensea]

I don't know that I'd want to kill someone but I would be love for them to be flooded with all of the pain they put me in and know the agony I feel and their mistakes to the core of their being.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

I will hang my suicide partner before I hang myself.

 

[Krieger]

Just a random person I guess

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

The upstairs neighbor. The only person I wish death upon.

 

[Darkover]

the queen of england

 

[Marktheghost]

Probably either someone who wants to die (plenty of choice here on this forum) or someone like Vladimir Putin.

 

[Brianiskillingme]

Brian my ex narcissistic boyfriend. He has hurt a lot of good women with his seriel cheating. I hate him and wish him bad karma.

 

[Winterreise]

It doesnt matter. I cant make it happen

 

[lionetta12]

I guess that list is getting a bit long now

 

[nosurpries]

this sounds awful but i would want my parent to die (assuming this is a painless and quick death, otherwise no one) so they didn't have to grieve me.

 

[FrozenMango]

Noone. I want to go alone

 

[Ligottian]

The co-worker who verbally traumatized me decades ago.

 

[Neneko Izumozaki]

The old man who poisoned the stray cat I was taking care of.

 

[Hollowillow]

I would want neurologist doctor to die. Who I waited to meet for over 5 months. Have caused me a great deal of pain. Dismissed my symptoms, gaslighted, didn't believe or help me, sent me home feeling really hopeless and suicidal.

If you could make one person die before CTB who would it be?

Everyone. My parents, pedo, abusive ex, all thise working in pharma & psychiatry... Some I'd kill out of merciful love. I love japan & trees but this planet needs to go into the sun

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

I would want neurologist doctor to die. Who I waited to meet for over 5 months. Have caused me a great deal of pain. Dismissed my symptoms, gaslighted, didn't believe or help me, sent me home feeling really hopeless and suicidal.

If you could make one person die before CTB who would it be?

My cousin's rapist

 

[Teddybear]

None. Anger, hate keeps me going. It makes me walk a thousand miles.

You know how much that hurts to walk one thousand miles? I want to die because I am tired of hating, fighting, walking.