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CemetryGates

CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
Mine would be Watermelon and Lime N.
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happy apple GIF by Cartoon Hangover
 
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Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Honestly, just like a cold soothing cup of water.

For some reason pursuing a sweet taste would make me sad like nostalgic for life.
 
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CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
Honestly, just like a cold soothing cup of water.

For some reason pursuing a sweet taste would make me sad like nostalgic for life.

You can't beat ice cold water actually, maybe with a hint of lemon :)
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I'd be happy just to have n irrespective of taste.x
 
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PrisonBreak

Student
Oct 29, 2021
122
Grape juice πŸ₯€
 
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OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
Hot cocoa with marshmallows. It would feel like I was connecting with childhood winter days, and my mother, as I drifted off. I don't think memories like that would make me feel sad at that moment, I think I'd feel like everything had come full circle and I was finally going to get to rest, and leave with comforting thoughts and memories filling my mind
 
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CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
Hot cocoa with marshmallows. It would feel like I was connecting with childhood winter days, and my mother, as I drifted off. I don't think memories like that would make me feel sad at that moment, I think I'd feel like everything had come full circle and I was finally going to get to rest, and leave with comforting thoughts and memories filling my mind
That's beautiful. Thanks for sharing that.
 
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MG_39

Physically ill suffering couch potato
Jul 5, 2019
221
I mean sitting at a porch a late evening in a warm country. Ocean view and feeling a slight breeze from the ocean. And it would taste like a cold beer, and it would have a relatively slow onset of action. So I could take my time to drink it while listening to some nice music, and then just fall asleep.
 
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Rotasu

New Member
Oct 18, 2021
3
May be a weird pick, but bubble gum. It's always been one of my favorite flavors.
 
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LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,340
Tasteless water. Any taste of something I particulary enjoyed could make it harder to leave.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,672
Chocolate. I gave up sugar and simple carbohydrates for 2 years to loose weight and try to impress someone I had a crush on. When I finally gave up, I bought a hot chocolate from the station and honestly- nothing has ever tasted so good. Would be incredible if it tasted like that- leave on a high.

My Nan used to make me cream soda with a scoop of ice cream in. That would be kind of nice too- nostalgic. Still, the last time I tried it was at the seaside and I couldn't drink it all- that wouldn't be so good.

Honestly though, I would feel utterly blessed just to get hold of it. I'm in the UK. Kind of feel it's too risky to try and get here.
 
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CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
Chocolate. I gave up sugar and simple carbohydrates for 2 years to loose weight and try to impress someone I had a crush on. When I finally gave up, I bought a hot chocolate from the station and honestly- nothing has ever tasted so good. Would be incredible if it tasted like that- leave on a high.

My Nan used to make me cream soda with a scoop of ice cream in. That would be kind of nice too- nostalgic. Still, the last time I tried it was at the seaside and I couldn't drink it all- that wouldn't be so good.

Honestly though, I would feel utterly blessed just to get hold of it. I'm in the UK. Kind of feel it's too risky to try and get here.
Im in the UK as well so I'll probably never get to go that way either :(
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
From first choice to last choice

Cookies 'n' Cream Ice Cream

Peanut Butter Cup Ice Cream

Welch's Grape Juice

Bubble Gum

Champagne (Even Though I Do Not Drink)
 
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CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
From first choice to last choice

Cookies 'n' Cream Ice Cream

Peanut Butter Cup Ice Cream

Welch's Grape Juice

Bubble Gum

Champagne (Even Though I Do Not Drink)
I love Welch's grape juice ;))
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,545
I would have it to just taste like water if it's up to me, but if I had N I wouldn't care about the taste, I would just be relieved that I have a peaceful way to exit this world. Even if N tasted horrible, it would in every way be preferable to a life filled with suffering.
 
emgrl

emgrl

Mage
Aug 6, 2022
575
Chocolate. I gave up sugar and simple carbohydrates for 2 years to loose weight and try to impress someone I had a crush on. When I finally gave up, I bought a hot chocolate from the station and honestly- nothing has ever tasted so good. Would be incredible if it tasted like that- leave on a high.

My Nan used to make me cream soda with a scoop of ice cream in. That would be kind of nice too- nostalgic. Still, the last time I tried it was at the seaside and I couldn't drink it all- that wouldn't be so good.

Honestly though, I would feel utterly blessed just to get hold of it. I'm in the UK. Kind of feel it's too risky to try and get here.
My Nan used to make them for me, too. I'd love one of those right now…
 
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abyss

abyss

Member
Jul 13, 2022
96
Orange juice. Remember, if you're feeling very anxious/nervous, drink OJ and do pushups and you'll feel better.
 
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SofterSoftest

SofterSoftest

Student
Dec 30, 2021
186
I recently had a dream where I walked into a pharmacy, asked for N, and was given a little soft drink that I was told would be enough for me. When I tasted it, I remember it being like grape fanta, and feeling really blissful. I have memories of traveling to Europe with my family as a kid, and the memories all came flooding back with the taste of grape fanta - felt like I was right where I needed to be. Lost my mom a few years ago, and it would make me so happy to join her. I don't think I believe in any intelligible form of afterlife anymore, but it would be great to be able to relive my childhood with my mom one last time in the moments before I die.
 
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CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
I recently had a dream where I walked into a pharmacy, asked for N, and was given a little soft drink that I was told would be enough for me. When I tasted it, I remember it being like grape fanta, and feeling really blissful. I have memories of traveling to Europe with my family as a kid, and the memories all came flooding back with the taste of grape fanta - felt like I was right where I needed to be. Lost my mom a few years ago, and it would make me so happy to join her. I don't think I believe in any intelligible form of afterlife anymore, but it would be great to be able to relive my childhood with my mom one last time in the moments before I die.
Thank you so much for sharing. I hope you can relive that childhood too. Grape seems to be a popular flavour too haha! πŸ‡ ❀️
 
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Messgram

Meaningless struggle
Dec 30, 2021
202
Like water
 
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lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Chocolate soy milk since it calms my acid reflux.
 
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
Martinellis (sp?) sparkling apple cider.
 
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Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,315
My favorite flavor options would include vanilla (both regular and French), strawberry, raspberry, lemon, peanut butter, roasted almonds, roasted hazelnuts, and vanilla chai.
 
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Midnight-rain

Student
Jan 1, 2020
191
I'd like it to taste like water. It's the only beverage I drink regularly due to previous issues with acid reflux. Although having a pleasant flavor sounds nice in theory, any notable flavor would dry my mouth out or linger and that would be too distracting for me.
 
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Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
I'd want it to taste like licorice, a flavor I love but so many others despise.
 
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CemetryGates

𝔅𝔒𝔱𝔴𝔒𝔒𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔑𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
I'd want it to taste like licorice, a flavor I love but so many others despise.
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Have you ever had these? If you're not from the UK probably not but they are lovely!! :)
 
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Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
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Have you ever had these? If you're not from the UK probably not but they are lovely!! :)
I have!!! Love that stuff
Funny tangent story;

It's actually possible to OD on licorice as it's a natural vasopressor and when I was 18 I gave it a try by eating 5 or 6 bags.... After it failed I looked further into it and realized that I would have had to eat about 10 pounds to get enough in me where it would start to have an effect. Needless to say, my exit plan has since changed.
 

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