Discussion If you could go back to your younger self, would you want them to ctb to help yourself now?

[foreverlanguish]

Probably not. While a lot of pain and suffering would've been prevented, if I killed myself young, I would never have truly learnt that what I did was wrong, and so many of the things I learnt now would never have happened. It's better now that I kill myself with my current knowledge and mindset than if I killed myself when I was younger and had barely, although the thought is nice to think about.

 

[LostLily]

I wish that I had the strength to cut my wrist when I was in that bath tube

 

[phantomime]

yes, yes, yes, yes. at least try something with a higher success chance because my attempts as a kid ended at most in being in the hospital and then beaten when back home. i shouldn't have accepted help when i ran away from home. should have starved and died on the streets. it wouldn't have gotten worse. i wouldn't be in more pain.

 

[Nadir]

No cuz I'm gonna ctb soon, so I didn't need to do it earlier. It's all nonsense anyway.

 

[Phasmid]

Unfortunately, yeah.

I grew up in a country where I had easier access to guns so if my younger self knew what he'd have to go through when he's older he'd have a much easier way of leaving the world compared to now.

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

Yes, I want badly to sentence her to death.

And I would gladly violate the Geneva Convention to punish her, all for her sin of LOVING MY BITCH OF A MOTHER.