If you could escape and be in your own world

[WatermelonMel]

If you could be in your own world and escape from reality and all the problems forever with the option to CTB still, would you still want to stop existing? What new things would you do?


I would be happy to not live in fear anymore and travel around more but would probably still CTB because of the loneliness.

 

[motel rooms]

Why would you still be lonely if you could escape from all your problems forever? Isn't loneliness one of your problems?
I certainly wouldn't wanna stop existing if I could be free from reality, I'd be a happy delusional sex addict

 

[everydayiloveyou]

Wait would this perfect world have other people in it? Could you conjure up friends or something, since it's your own world where you can do anything?

Would you be able to go between this world and reality? Can you check up on the real world?

If I could have friends and my family, live in it forever, then no I wouldn't ctb! It'd be a perfect world. But otherwise I think I still would, my main problem is social anxiety disorder so idk how that'd go away in a world with no people.

 

[puppet_nihilist]

My ideal world that's an escape from reality is a world in which I wasn't born. Being sentient truly is the worst thing ever for me, anything anywhere could go wrong. But on a more naive level, I don't mind living as a simple farmer or a ship chef/cook or whatever they're actually called. Just a delusion though.

 

[death137]

I would live for some time. I would visit natural attractions and play with animals if they are around, and finally ctb.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

I get told I live in my own little world so it does not fix much!

 

[Xaxysh]

oh god that would be perfect, i probably wouldn't CTB for some time.

 

[BottomlessPit]

Sentience is inherently useless and uncomfortable, so I would still ctb. But before I did that I might conjure up a world where everyone disappeared. Humans, animals, all living beings. Then I would go for a hike deep in the woods, and simply lie below the stars and marvel at my own insignificance in silence. Then I'd drink my SN.

 

[WatermelonMel]

Why would you still be lonely if you could escape from all your problems forever? Isn't loneliness one of your problems?

I guess knowing it's all fake would only amplify that problem

 

[demuic]

Most of my problems come with being in a world filled with other humans. But things I like, like video games, manga, and books, are created by humans. If I was still my current self in this other world, I don't know what I would do without those things. They're my current escape from reality.

I guess if the world I escape to is a world where video games and manga that appeal to me get created out of thin air without the need for humans to exist to create them, that would be okay, if I also couldn't feel bored or lonely. Or if it was more like a virtual reality thing where I can "become" someone else and live out a fantasy world without all the damage of existing as myself with my brain, that could also be alright.

 

[WornOutLife]

If I could understand all about that world, I would probably want to live.

However, I would still remember this nonsense universe and the existential crisis I have so, I would feel kinda empty because there would be nothing which could really motivate me to die as a sick old grey man in some decades.

 

[Symbiote]

Most humans ignore me or ghost me so I can still do whatever I want in the world. It's just that the lack of money inhibits those desires.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Tough to decide between slaying normies and settling down with an imaginary gf on the top of a mountain or something. Would obviously have no reason to ctb as long as I can generate novelty.

 

[All Things Must Pass]

Hell yeah, of course I won't.

 

[FuneralCry]

Not really. I don't particularly want to exist in any world. I just find it uncomfortable being conscious and aware of everything. I just see life as pointless and I don't want to live until I'm old. I guess it would be an improvement for me, if I lived in the isolated countryside but I would soon get tired.

 

[motel rooms]

I guess knowing it's all fake would only amplify that problem

Dude, you're so depressed you can't even imagine a proper paradise/utopia

 

[goodbyecherry]

If I could escape and be in my own world, I wouldn't need to CTB. The main reason I want go away is because I'm trapped, trapped by everyone around me. If I could be free, make my own decisions, travel anywhere, and live my own life, then I could find my own happiness instead of being trapped by everyone around me.

 

[EWFTW11]

Most of my problems come with being in a world filled with other humans. But things I like, like video games, manga, and books, are created by humans. If I was still my current self in this other world, I don't know what I would do without those things. They're my current escape from reality.

I guess if the world I escape to is a world where video games and manga that appeal to me get created out of thin air without the need for humans to exist to create them, that would be okay, if I also couldn't feel bored or lonely. Or if it was more like a virtual reality thing where I can "become" someone else and live out a fantasy world without all the damage of existing as myself with my brain, that could also be alright.

I guess the same goes to me, though in a different way. If the world I escape to is based on Videogames, I'll think about it. If the world I escape to has the media I like, I'll definitely stay there without CTBing.

I definitely wouldn't want my world to be based on something like Los Santos for one. I'd CTB faster than they could kill me with their flying bikes if that's the case.

Now, if it's the ARKS Fleet, Teyvat, or Eorzea, I think I'll settle down. Be a civilian NPC or, if I still need to make money, a shopkeeper. It'd be a good way to live, IMO, and I played far too much of games where those worlds are from to know that being a White Mage / Traveller / ARKS Cadet is far too dangerous to be worth it.

 

[Kurushii]

If I could be in my own world, and it was something real, like a parallel universe, and I could do anything I wanted, then sure, I wouldn't want to ctb. I would make society a much more human centred place to live in. Instead of suffering all day I could be having fun and eating sushi all day. I think I would be very creative with a world I had complete control over. It's definitely a fun thought for me to think about but since it's not happening why would I get my hopes up?

 

[vultureilse]

man i wish i could do that. if i had the chance to create a world where i have close friends and family that care about me and im not poor and i dont have to struggle with trauma and endless mental issues and i get to just have fun all day and dont have to work then hell yeah id never be suicidal. thinking about this makes me more sad though knowing it has no chance of happening and im stuck being miserable

 

[Escapee]

Escaping this world is the only thing running in my mind right now but my plan is to go and with god forever

 

[Inferno]

I can already escape into my own world, I have a vivid imagination. I can live out anything I want in my mind, most of my time spent on this earth is me escaping it with the thoughts in my head. I create scenarios and have full length conversations with people. I live multiple coherent lives in my head that are all drastically different from the one I actually live. Am I crazy? Last year when I had to isolate myself I began to hear a woman speaking to me, she was someone I had recognised before, every night she would speak to me and repeat "I hate you" over and over again until I passed out from the exhaustion of trying to stay awake. As a child I could hear people whisper to me through the walls, it almost sounded like they were trying to communicate something to me but I couldn't understand them. Is there a separate world that has merged with this one? Sometimes it feels like it.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

With enough money, I could retire to the countryside and live peacefully, making friends and having friends visit but my brain doesn't work so I can't provide myself a proper income so I hide instead…

 

[Damnation]

I hope I wake up in a real version of my daydream world. I can't say that I honestly believe I will, but I still hope.
In my world I'd be in the right body, unsavory people wouldn't exist, and all of my truly impossible desires would come to fruition.

 

[Anonymus]

My world fell apart a year and a half ago, it had been cracking for a long time. Now I just walk through rubble unless I'm looking outside, outside, but I don't like what I see either.
I don't have the strength to remake my world, my refuge... it's impossible. It is easier to make way by striving to make the CTB possible one day.

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El meu món es va ensorrar fa any i mig, feia temps que s'estava esquerdant. Ara només faig que caminar entre runes a menys que miri cap a fora, cap a l'exterior, però tampoc m'agrada el que veig.
No tinc forces per refer el meu món, el meu refugi.. és impossible. És més fàcil fer vía esforçant-me per fer possible el CTB algún día.

 

[asterisk3]

I would be okay with existing, it'd be amazing after all (for a while). Eventually though (not sure how much time) I'm sure I would want to stop being alive.