FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Of course I'd wish to, it'd be such a relief to be able to die painlessly. No matter what I'd prefer to not exist, I see no point and value to suffering in this futile, undesirable existence that I never would have chosen in the first place.
For me existence itself is the true problem and being able to just die in such a peaceful way would solve everything for me, I only find comfort in death as after all existing is just meaningless suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I don't want to suffer in any way rather I just wish to be unaware for all eternity.
I envy those who no longer exist as existence is no longer their problem and instead they are at peace. To have the ability to exist is a hopeless, hellish abomination that leads to nothing but one being tormented by old age, under no circumstances would I wish to be burdened with existence.
For me existence itself is the true problem and being able to just die in such a peaceful way would solve everything for me, I only find comfort in death as after all existing is just meaningless suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I don't want to suffer in any way rather I just wish to be unaware for all eternity.
I envy those who no longer exist as existence is no longer their problem and instead they are at peace. To have the ability to exist is a hopeless, hellish abomination that leads to nothing but one being tormented by old age, under no circumstances would I wish to be burdened with existence.