Discussion If you could describe your want to ctb in one word , what would it be?

[lunar02102009]

mine would be well "disease"

 

[Forveleth]

Done.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Exhaustion.

 

[itsgone2]

Escape

 

[Irisse]

Trauma

 

[iamnotadinosaur:(]

denial

 

[dead dav]

Escape

 

[FuneralCry]

Certainly peace, all I want is peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Non-existence-forever

Non-existence-forever:To avoid unbearable pain and extreme suffering and extreme torture a hell so bad it's a trillion times worse than the worst hell u can imagine: this nightmare of extreme Torture every second is only possible while alive. There is nothing after Death but only the ultimate perfection eternal Non-existence. Permanent Non-existence is the only guarantee of a hell a trillion times worse than the worst one can imagine never happening.

I never asked to be born into this nightmare. Why do I have to live another minute even if i had an average life? There is no reason.

Why not go to best state the safety of Non-existence forever?

Non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss
me after drinking my drink to take me to eternal Non-existence

 

[nuggetfinder]

Desperate.

 

[ladidaok]

Fear

(Ironically, fear also keeps me from doing it)

 

[Luke77]

Deprivation

 

[Namelesa]

Emptiness

 

[Unrequitedlife]

Irrational

 

[SpencerSees]

Dirt

 

[Call_of-the_Void]

Improvement

 

[lunar02102009]

Certainly peace, all I want is peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

I would like to say something , its unreleated but i highly respect you! You are really brave.

 

[Vorty30]

Extraction

 

[shampoo sniffer]

Relief

 

[Lost Wife]

Done.

This is mine also.

 

[MissAbyss]

Finished.

 

[Off_Switch]

Destiny

 

[Rhaaz]

Rest.
not the fulfilled one, just the exhausted one

 

[Fall_Apart]

Useless.

 

[R-7]

Empty.