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Tiredandfedup
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- Nov 8, 2018
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If you could change one thing in your life, either past or present... Could you let go of ctb or is it inherently linked to so many things that would be impossible to change?
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Honestly I think it would just be impossible cause I don't see the worth or the effort in living. So the only thing I wish I could change vigorously is that I was never born, which is impossible. Chemical imbalance maybe? So what, life isn't for everybody just like how everyone has a different opinion. We already sleep over 1/3 of our lives hell make that half for me so why not die and sleep forever instead of waking up constantly in a hell that asks too much of you and gives nothing in return to compensate for the pain of existence.If you could change one thing in your life, either past or present... Could you let go of ctb or is it inherently linked to so many things that would be impossible to change?
I'm not sure, maybe?If you could change one thing in your life, either past or present... Could you let go of ctb or is it inherently linked to so many things that would be impossible to change?
Yes if i could go back 6 or 7 years id still want to liveIf you could change one thing in your life, either past or present... Could you let go of ctb or is it inherently linked to so many things that would be impossible to change?
Sigh absolutely. Really 2 things but one in specific that I made worst decision of my life and well now I'm here trying to get n from a. How fast our lives can change. God I wish I never did this. Its like a BAD dream everyday. Keep hoping I'll wake up and it is different and better but its not. I know its gonna hurt my family but I refuse to live like this. Glad to have found this site.
Im sorry its no life to live right? Its like waking up and living in hell every day right? No one understands. Its crazy going from not wanting to die to not being scared to not be living at all. Like I picture me dead and asking would I have changed my mind? It is crazy to say I nope. This is our lives now. Stupid decisions that you can't take back suck. What was I thinking?Sounds very similar to the position In am in right now
DittoYes. Absolutely. I can pinpoint the moment in time where I made the decision that caused my life to unravel; if I could go back and change that, I would have a life worth living.