if you could change one singular thing about your life, what would it be?

[thedevilwithin]

it's thought provoking and personally i don't even know. there's so much id change. i feel like i could've actually been happy - content at least with my life if i could redo certain things.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Maybe I would just want to change how much I hate myself. It's like I've constantly been at war with another me internally and we've been at a stalemate for our entire lives. If only some kind of miracle peace treaty would exist but so far the closest thing to that seems to be a romantic relationship which is impossible for me to attain anyway so maybe I'd actually just have to change my life into having that instead.

 

[lovedread]

i would have a lot of friends and or a partner that loved me more than anything

 

[derpyderpins]

it's thought provoking and personally i don't even know. there's so much id change. i feel like i could've actually been happy - content at least with my life if i could redo certain things.

I know I have character issues to fix but I keep going back to the easy way out:

Enough money to never have to work.

That's the weak answer but it's what I'd take. Smarter answers would probably involve self-image, anxiety, etc.

 

[baller]

Uhhh, If I wasn't autistic i think it would solve a lot of my problems

 

[chestnut]

Having a healthy and good looking body without any ailments

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'd give myself super hero abilities that transcends the limitations of the human mind and the human body. I believe that I suffer a lot specifically because I'm a human with massive limitations. If I had enough power to transcend those limitations, I wouldn't have to suffer nor would I have to slave away nor would I have to experience the deterioration of my body

 

[sserafim]

Enough money to never have to work.

Same

 

[4am]

would make my death date tomorrow

 

[ijustwishtodie]

would make my death date tomorrow

If I may ask, why tomorrow? That seems oddly specific. I thought you were the type to want death immediately

 

[greebo6]

My face

 

[xinino]

Programming myself unconsciously to glorify death instead of life.

 

[FuneralCry]

To erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish for this existence to be erased and for it to permanently disappear into nothingness. All that I want is the peace of non-existence, being able to erase my existence would solve everything for me.

 

[Alltheywanted]

More energy would solve most of my problems

 

[Denza]

I get too attached to people and I hate it.

 

[4am]

If I may ask, why tomorrow? That seems oddly specific. I thought you were the type to want death immediately

eh well today, tomorrow, doesn't matter really, either is fine with me, it's just one extra day

 

[ijustwishtodie]

eh well today, tomorrow, doesn't matter really, either is fine with me, it's just one extra day

Fair enough. I'd be so glad if I learnt that I'm going to die tomorrow

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

My addiction. It has been destroying me for so long now

 

[scarlet-pixie]

I want a body that I like and can be happy with. Or a family that actually loves me. I'm willing to take extra traumas for both.

 

[thedevilwithin]

Maybe I would just want to change how much I hate myself. It's like I've constantly been at war with another me internally and we've been at a stalemate for our entire lives. If only some kind of miracle peace treaty would exist but so far the closest thing to that seems to be a romantic relationship which is impossible for me to attain anyway so maybe I'd actually just have to change my life into having that instead.

completely relate to this. internally i have never felt peace.

i would have a lot of friends and or a partner that loved me more than anything

love is such a difficult thing. it takes so much trust as well. i hope you find true, peaceful love.

I know I have character issues to fix but I keep going back to the easy way out:

Enough money to never have to work.

That's the weak answer but it's what I'd take. Smarter answers would probably involve self-image, anxiety, etc.

i completely get it. fuck work. i seriously don't understand how someone can stay sane working a job for 40+ years. it's borderline inhumane and torture. fuck the system.

 

[Not Today Satan]

I wish there was someone who would still love me and care about me after they truly got to know me. But if we're talking about things that are realistically possible then I guess I wish my dad would have a heart attack or another stroke. Then I can convince my mom to keep him on life support for as long as possible and prolong his suffering, in revenge for sexually abusing me as a kid.