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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
Without a second thought. I would be the happiest person alive.
 
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idkwho

Member
Aug 8, 2022
17
If I could, I most certainly would.
 
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BipolarExpress

BipolarExpress

he/him · tired/exhausted
Nov 11, 2022
266
Yes. A legal assisted suicide would mean that I'd be able to warn my friends of my impending death without being sent off to grippy-sock jail.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
I might be delusional but I wish they could make it a magical experience, completely free of pain and total consciousness, with pretty colors and really comfortable stuff to lay on. Idk what I want anymore really.

Venting (?) Life is, like, a LOT to perceive and understand and experience. I feel like this all the time. Like wow, this is just so MUCH and I am also another human fucking organism…and there's all sorts of societal pressure to act certain ways, and rules and shit everywhere you go…It's just so much…And it never ends. Even in lucid dreams, it's all based on reality. That's the only way we can comprehend shit. Nothing that I type has any contribution to anything. I am a useless organism that will never fit in or understand the grand appeal…

It's too much pressure to be a human.
 
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Meaninglessness

Existence is absolutely meaningless
Nov 12, 2022
128
If I could book an appointment for physician-assisted suicide - I would book an appointment this week without hesitation. The best way to die is with a doctor´s help.
 
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fatguy

fatguy

Member
Jun 22, 2022
15
It depends. If it were kind of "technical" with a minimum of human interaction, yes. Maybe like the mass vaccination centers, stand in line, identify, short questions, sit down and have a nurse do her job, ok. But if it involved questioning of motives and all that stuff - I would not do it. I would have to fear ending up in a mental institution instead of just being dead.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,871
If not this week, then soon--PBS show showed Nembutal being administered to a suicidal crippled man at a Swiss Clinic, it was quick and painless and 100% successful
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
Absolutely! I wouldn't think twice about it
 
thedevillily

thedevillily

Member
Apr 12, 2022
5
Yes, that would be perfect. With help from pros, I would feel a lot more confident about being successful. And there is just no reason for me to be here whatsoever. The first time I can remember wishing I was dead, I was in the third grade. Nothing in my life has ever happened that made me think, "Wow, I'm so glad I didn't have the ability to do it then!" I wish I'd gone and played in the street back then; could have saved my mom a ton of money.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
Are we assuming assisted suicide is generally accepted by society? Yes. As long as I could get my loved ones okay with it and make sure they're taken care of when I'm gone. They'd be more likely to accept it if society as a whole was a little more understanding about it.
 
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A485

Member
Nov 27, 2022
23
Yes. My desire and ultimate decision to end my life is not an act out of a need to feel in control. As such, I would happily hand over that control if it simplfied the path to attaining my goal. I am simply tired of how it has gone and I see no reason to continue. I no longer enjoy this ride, and wish to get off. If there was a service for that, I would happily use it. I can cook, but I commonly order delivery simply because I don't want to deal with the hassle of doing it myself. If there was an app where a guy could come around to my house and send me off, I would be all over it. Someone needs to develop "DeadDash" as an app.
 
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newbie87

Member
Jul 15, 2022
44
If you could book an appointment for an assisted suicide - no questions asked - would you book an appointment this week?

I thought about it - and its no. I want to be totally responsible for my actions to CTB. I don't want to give that up to someone else, even if they are carrying out my wishes.
Yes
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
If it was with Nembutal? Yes absolutely. If this week would by my only chance to get it? Yes I would. But if I could hold it off for another week, I'd ideally hold it off until late January. I wouldn't want to be a dick to my family and pass away too close to any birthdays or holidays.
 
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mensablonde1955

Member
Jun 14, 2023
7
Immediately. I have the means to do it now at home, but there really is no way to guarantee success unless it's done in a medical setting. I was found once before and had my stomach pumped (not fun) and that can always happen again, however slim the chance.
Immediately. I have the means to do it now at home, but there really is no way to guarantee success unless it's done in a medical setting. I was found once before and had my stomach pumped (not fun) and that can always happen again, however slim the chance.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,881
Absolutely YES immediately.
 
Techef

Techef

Student
Jun 19, 2023
124
Absolutely, just need to get my affairs in order. For whatever reason CTB didn't occur to me until recently, which is unfortunate(?) because my physical conditional has begun to decline much more rapidly than I'd anticipated so getting everything ready for my currently preferred method (IG) is proving to be difficult.
 
axxxu

axxxu

Member
Apr 8, 2023
69
Yes.
However it would depend, is it only limited to this week? I don't like stalling my ctb, but if I have the chance I want to spend my last few days peacefully after I sort out everything for my death, then ctb. May seem like a hassle but I don't want my final thoughts to be painful.
 
carac

carac

Banned
May 27, 2023
1,115
Not right now but it would be nice to know if I had something like this if needed
 
Dainhla

Dainhla

"Lifetimes live to die"
May 28, 2023
60
Yeah, I would immediately book it. Idc anymore if I don't finish my suicide letters...

So tired of this world
 
Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
459
I'm envisioning a quiet, sterile setting with medical workers speaking calmly. It would be great if it smells nice, with some subtle aromatherapy. I'd want the option to change into a soft nightgown, sit with myself for a bit and get stoned, then lie in a comfy bed and let a compassionate professional help me gently close the door on my life.

In reality, I procrastinate very badly, so planning a date for anything in advance usually means that I won't be prepared on that day. I am not sure if I have the wherewithal to do any responsible preparations, like dealing with my stuff or saying goodbyes. I think a walk-in clinic would be better for me than setting a date.

ETA: obviously I have not researched what assisted suicide actually looks like and this is just my fantasy. I'm definitely curious but it's such a non-possibility for me that there's no point in doing the research.
 
Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
Yes, absolutely no doubt! I wish this was legal and available for whoever needs it. It's very cruel and ridiculous that we are forced to live in suffering. If this was the case that I could book this no questions asked I would feel so much relief. Gigantic amount of relief.
 
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stage4johnny

Member
Jun 22, 2023
65
If you could book an appointment for an assisted suicide - no questions asked - would you book an appointment this week?

I thought about it - and its no. I want to be totally responsible for my actions to CTB. I don't want to give that up to someone else, even if they are carrying out my wishes.
Certainly!
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Maybe book an apointment in one month to spend a little bit of my hard earn money and do some stuff on my bucket list.
 
imlookingforward

imlookingforward

why so blue?
Mar 8, 2023
49
abso fucking lutely. i wish it were possible to die like that
 
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anxietyman221

New Member
Jun 19, 2023
3
If you could book an appointment for an assisted suicide - no questions asked - would you book an appointment this week?

I thought about it - and its no. I want to be totally responsible for my actions to CTB. I don't want to give that up to someone else, even if they are carrying out my wishes.
I will book within an hour and look for the latest slot available.
 
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