Venting If you can believe it, reading all these posts reminds me of the times I wasn't suicidal

[ultrasharpy123456]

Yes there was actually a time when suicide wasn't on my mind. It started when I went to highschool. I got a taste of the real world. Teachers and students got hot-blooded with me and made me realize I had to get the hell out of there (out of here). A guess a part of me realized I was never gonna make it. I knew college would be too much for me.

And I think all the bad things that happened to me and all the things I did really changed me for the worse. I can't even cry anymore.

 

[lookingforsanctuary]

I think high school and college are the worst times. So much pressure. Things can be easier when you're an independent adult.

 

[blacksand]

I think high school and college are the worst times. So much pressure. Things can be easier when you're an independent adult.

only if you have good circumstances.

 

[The anhedonic one]

School's and colleges are nightmarish brainwashing academies.
I was bullied all through school.

 

[FuneralCry]

Schools certainly are horrible, suffocating places to me that just lead to even more suffering being experienced, I'm not surprised that made you wish to ctb, there really is far too much senseless cruelty in this world, this human species truly is so awful.