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wherearewenow
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- Nov 23, 2023
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i genuinely believe that once mentation ceases, "i" as a consciousness will cease. there isn't even nothingness after, because "nothingness" implies an empty eternity in which i am conscious. i believe it would be the same experience as i had before birth: an absence of all experience.
but part of me is so scared there's an afterlife. i'm not planning on CTB anytime soon particularly, but when i do i'm scared about an afterlife. if i end up in a christian afterlife that would be horrible (hell would be worst, but heaven would be terrifying as well). if i end up reincarnated that would be better because at least i wouldn't remember who i used to be. but i sincerely hope my mental processes just cease.
but part of me is so scared there's an afterlife. i'm not planning on CTB anytime soon particularly, but when i do i'm scared about an afterlife. if i end up in a christian afterlife that would be horrible (hell would be worst, but heaven would be terrifying as well). if i end up reincarnated that would be better because at least i wouldn't remember who i used to be. but i sincerely hope my mental processes just cease.