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VoloFataliDoce

VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
I'm actually quite curious for a number of reasons. Let's say you had to spend the money in two months and that was the end. What would you do? Would you spend it on friends and family or would you treat yourself to something nice?
 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,065
Something that can be easily liquidated so my family gets more money when I'm dead. :blarg:

(sorry for cheating, I'm sure others will have better answers)
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
I thought about buying a new car a few weeks ago, but just didn't have the enthusiasm.

Unless the amount was large enough to reshape my life, I don't think it matters. Might as well just give it away.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Wow! I don't know what I would do. I guess I've never been on a real vacation in my entire life so that would probably be what I would do. Probably alone. It might not be that fun alone though. I would go on an ayahuasca retreat or a place where u can try ibogaine. I guess they both make u trip and process stuff, helps with addictions. Can cure addiction.
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
- I would give some to my best friend,who helped me so much in the past in this matter , I would check out local orphanage, animal shelters, and some way to expose psychiatry for what it did ...I would evaluate and make a decision.Even if the amount would not be much, the symbolism matter
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
then Iw ould still go through with ctb of course
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
584
I would pay Haron to transport me immediately give it to my mother.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
I would spend it on liquid N, an IV catheter, and IV bag. I would spend the rest of it on repairing one of my parent's cars, and give them other treats.
 
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LastDay

LastDay

Soon, my dear big sister
Dec 29, 2018
103
Pay off my boyfriend's debt. I mean, it wouldn't clear it all but it would be some weight off his shoulders. He so deserves it for taking care of me these nine years we've been together.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Honestly it wouldn't matter much to me. I'd buy some weed. Maybe go to disneyland for the last time. Drag @Aesthler with me.
 
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lululoo

lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
I don't think there's much I would enjoy. Traveling alone just makes me sadder and I don't feel up to it.
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
Would pay off me and my wife's medical bills that way when I ctb she won't have to handle debt.
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
give away all of that money to those who need it.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
I would fly to Hawaii and CTB there under the palm trees.

Or maybe jump into volcano but that would be really painful and hot...
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I would donate it to my local elderly home where I work. They need the money, since their funding keeps getting less and less.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
First I'd try ketamine treatment, if that worked I wouldn't ctb, donate some of the money, buy my friends some gifts with it and keep the rest in a savings account.

If the treatment didn't work I'd do the same thing, except I'd donate a lot more of it, as well as some N to ctb.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
501c3's
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
Give me 10,000 and we can find out.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Or I could take a 100 dollar bill and light it on fire to light my cigar with then take the rest and...

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JohnDoe1

Arcanist
Sep 13, 2018
474
Cocaine and Hookers...
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,662
I'd enjoy my life for a bit before I CTB. If I somehow magically find a some new will or reason to live, I'd probably save a bit of money to try the road to recovery (heavily dependent on the situation at the time). Otherwise, I'd treat myself to some interesting experiences, if there is anything else left, maybe donate it to organizations/charities that I support and then end it all.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Engine rebuild for 7-8k on my car. 1k insurance/tax and 1k in fuel. One last time ... Drive my pride and joy into the night. (I have just enough in the bank to cover that what needs to be done after ctb) besides if the car gets sold afterwards it will bring in arround 17-18k and that could go to my mother to help her get arround better in the coming years.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,783
Mail it to my favorite non-profit.
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
XMy8ULj.gif
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
I'd treat myself to something nice first.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,105
I'd by 10K worth of N from A and poison the water supply with it, thus exterminating all the pro-life scum and creating a utopia wherein we're all free to ctb in peace.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I'd by 10K worth of N from A and poison the water supply with it, thus exterminating all the pro-life scum and creating a utopia wherein we're all free to ctb in peace.

You swine. I just inhaled my double decker
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,293
I'd by 10K worth of N from A and poison the water supply with it, thus exterminating all the pro-life scum and creating a utopia wherein we're all free to ctb in peace.

All hail @Chinaski. Killer of normies. Slaughterer of sheeple.
 
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LifeSick

LifeSick

Eat the rich or die!
Sep 20, 2018
167
I would fix my car and travel from South to North America alone, picking up as many hitchikers as can on the way. But I'm drunk right now so the plan might change.
 
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