Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Are we supposed to guide the PinkDevil to the bus stop without it knowing we're not just going for a walk?
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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it's called choice the selection between things or free will however we are deterministic with limited choice, overcoming the fear of death and survival instinct is tricky but if your in enough pain you will find a way
 
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Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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it's called choice the selection between things or free will however we are deterministic with limited choice, overcoming the fear of death and survival instinct is tricky but if your in enough pain you will find a way
The machinations of our minds are an enigma.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I mean- I hope so. My method will likely be SN. I keep kidding myself- saying- just how hard can it be to swallow some salty water? I'm sure it will be though...
 
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I mean- I hope so. My method will likely be SN. I keep kidding myself- saying- just how hard can it be to swallow some salty water? I'm sure it will be though...
Your brain will know you're trying to kill it and it will be angry.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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When someone just considers CTB under certain circumstances in their lives that's sth natural and normal. When someone actively plans and arranges their methods sth is already very broken in their lives with personal expectances that there may be no other way out of it. CTB itself is only possible when someone reaches the state of total desperation and hopelesness. This is the only way to defeat SI in the end. The expectations for their own future must be worse than a few minutes of suffering/pain during the actual CTB attempt.
 
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Eternal🌈Rainbow

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Apr 2, 2022
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When someone just considers CTBunder certain circumstances in their lives that's sth natural and normal. When someone actively plans ans arranges their methods sth is already very broken in their lives with persoonaly expoectances thatr there may be no other way out of it. CTB itself is only possible when someone reaches the state of total deperation and hopelessness. This is the only way top defeat SI in the end. The expectations for their own future must be worse than a few minutes of suffering/pain during the actual CTB attempt.
Every sentence you wrote is so full of truth. And the way you articulated each one is great too. I just had to comment on it. And also because for me, it's truly devastating that such a hopeless and desperate position has to be reached for the person resorting to taking his/her own life.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Every sentence you wrote is so full of truth. And the way you articulated each one is great too. I just had to comment on it. And also because for me, it's truly devastating that such a hopeless and desperate position has to be reached for the person resorting to taking his/her own life.
Thanks for your kind words!! They're just my thoughts.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Humans are capable of having logical thoughts and being aware, I'm fully aware of how existing is futile, harmful and undesirable, and I believe that those who succeded in ctb had access to a method that they felt confident in and they either got so determined to leave or knew it was the right time, to me they were courageous.
 

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