Discussion If money was not an issue how would you CTB?

[sherpa]

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[fuzzy-clown]

I'd buy N off of someone who's been holding onto it for later use. I might be able to take it off someone's hands for $5-10k.

 

[prospero]

A) I'd finance a huge quantum physics project to discover how to trigger vacuum catastrophe. However it's rather unlikely that it can be achieved.
B) Get an Alcubierre drive developed and have me dumped beneath the event horizon of Sagittarius A* which is again not too realistic for any human to achieve.
C) Ride on a rocket into the Sun.

But if I'd just like to be so cruel with myself as I usually am, I'd probably go for some insanely painful death like radioactive poisoning. (No disrespect meant towards anybody who has ever suffered such a horrible fate.)

 

[FuneralCry]

Having lots of money wouldn't change the fact that we exist in such an anti suicide society where peaceful and reliable method options are restricted from us. There is no way to obtain Nembutal and there is no legalised assisted suicide in my country.

 

[glitterypearls]

I thought about that for a while, I'd pay someone who is in the chemistry field to tell me what I should take to achieve quick, painless and peaceful way to die, they won't have to do anything but give me that information, I'm sure there is some people who would give you that for a price, they aren't doing it themselves, they are just giving you the information and you are free to do with it as you want.

there was this youtuber who struggled a lot with acne and for years no doctor fixed it for her so she went and studied in the field and figured whats the problem is and ended up fixing her own acne, I always thought maybe I should study chemistry and have the knowledge to know what to use to CTB

 

[norwegianbuttercris]

I would want to drown on a tropical beach instead of a dirty city river

 

[DeathMarch66]

This is going to be oddly specific but please bear with me. I'd build an extremely ordinary suburbian home in an odd but visible location somewhere beautiful so it's as out of place as possible. In my case it'd be the Uyuni Salt Flat, Bolivia. This home would be furnished in an ordinary manner with water electricity etc. In the basement you'd fine a large glass case with electronically frosted glass at the push of a button the glass with defrost and you'd find my body self mummified in a similar fashion to the Buddhist monks from the Shingon sect as that would be my ideal method for CTB.

 

[pphinquiry]

Roughly I'm in this position. I'm going to buy a house on at least two acres. Hopefully five, so I can have privacy to construct my CO setup without risk of being interrupted.

The nice thing is you only need to afford the down payment . I won't be there long enough to make more than one monthly payment, if that.

Besides the money needed for the above. I've gambled the rest of my money on very risky stock options ala wall street bets. In the unlikely event I win a few million , I'll probably try to live out some of my dreams that were previously unattainable for a few years and then reassess. But honestly, most days I think I'd be better of losing it so I stop thinking about it and get it over with

 

[unnormal9]

Yes, I wish for nothing more than to cease existing from this harmful world and cruel life.

 

[CTB Dream]

Make n, also fenta etc

N2 full room, N2 gnrtr

 

[atdeathsdoor]

would take sleeping tablets and have someone shoot me clean in the head (when asleep)

 

[Disappointered]

H/F

 

[Disaster]

N if it was possible. If not, then the standard methods I guess, just more money to ensure privacy/no interruption, and more fun/pampering beforehand.

 

[Source Energy]

I'd buy N off of someone who's been holding onto it for later use. I might be able to take it off someone's hands for $5-10k.

Me too. If I only could be sure not to be scammed, if I knew the person was serious and the N real, I would pay that, too. N is the way I'd go...if only I had come to this site a year earlier!